The Alpha's Wives

Alessandra



I woke up in a room not my own but I never once questioned where I was. The whole time I slept my slumber plagued by dreams of my life turned into a nightmare. It's impossible to forget something like this. My heart felt empty thinking about everyone I've ever loved and how they're dead. My father will probably go feral once he sees mom and me are gone. My wolf whined not liking the thought at all but she knew that the loss of both me and my mother would be too much for him and he would throw himself in his anguish causing him to give more and more and more to his wolf until his wolf is all he is. The only people known to come back from being feral are the late great alpha king whom found his second chance mate and allowed her to bring him back. And the beta of the Russian pack Nikolai. I met him once strong male my wolf approved of him but he was like an older brother to us. He was sweet. But he pulled himself out of the gutter after 20 years of being feral. His human side just never left, it was always just under the surface. So when it came time to come back all he had to do was pull himself out of it. It was amazing and he was celebrated for years after. I looked around the nice room shocked that my mates smell was no where to be found meaning that I wasn't in his room. Interesting I figured I would be but I guess he allowed me my space. He's thinking of us and our comfort that has to mean something to you. My wolf was very optimistic about him I guess she wanted him. I ignored her and stood up checking the windows and the door. All locked. Our comfort right? She whimpered both not liking the idea of being caged and not liking that our mate was the one doing it. Right then his scent hit me like a ton of bricks. He's here. The door knob jiggled a little then he came in an emotionless expression on his face. He looked at me and crossed his arms his muscles looking delicious under his shirt. No doubt I found this man extremely attractive problem is he killed my people. I mirrored him crossing my arms and leaning against the wall "I'm... ahem I'm sorry about your family... they told me you killed one of my soldiers after he killed your mom" I cracked my knuckles and clenched my jaw "How dare you speak about my mother" he rolled his eyes "I'm trying to be nice" I made a sound resembling a snort and threw up my arms "Oh yes and I should be grateful you're even paying attention to me" he rolled his eyes again "I didn't say that" I pinched the bridge of my nose "No shit Sherlock... listen I'm going home my pack needs me and you are kinda in the way" he laughed humorlessly "You actually think you're going back..." he shook his head "That's not your pack anymore this is... you're the Luna and as Luna you need to worry about this pack" I shook my head "No... I will reject you if I have to but I'm not going to allow whoever is left to go rogue or die I have to help them" my wolf was in full agreement not liking that people we once called family were being treated like this. He growled and walked over till he was directly in my face "Stay" it was a command... an alpha command. If I was a alpha male I could resist it but I'm not so I growled back and pushed him away "I hate you" I said the bond twisting my stomach but I didn't care. My wolf whimpered it hurt her to talk to him like this but she couldn't deny he was wrong. He sighed looking down "You're not gonna like what I have to say as my reason why but.... they had it coming your pack did some real damaging things and had to be punished" my wolf raged forward angered by his words "What damage did all those innocent people do... The women, the children, the elderly huh.... what the hell did they do" she roared at him causing his wolf to surge forward as well. Guards came in but they backed out feeling our power and shying away from it. She wouldn't back down and neither would I. I can't believe this guy is he serious? He growled and she growled back my claws extending. I was close to a shift and I could tell he was too but we weren't going to fight. The bond that was literally burning a hole in my chest was not going to let it get that far. He grabbed my arm and pulled me out to a corridor where the guards were few and the lights were dim. I looked around at the place strangely wondering why this place was so dark. We stopped in front of this huge door decorated beautifully with gold and rose gold accents. I looked at him to see his eyes changing from their normal brown to black then back again. He was fighting his wolf "You wanna know my reason" he reached for the knob but he stopped slamming his fist on the door. I frowned watching the whole thing very confused. Whatever was behind this door he did NOT want me to see. He spun around pushing me making me hit the ground hard "Get out of here" I stood up and growled "No" he breathed in "GET OUT" he yelled commanding me to. I walked away begrudgingly curious as to what his wolf wanted me to know that his owner did not. It didn't matter because now I couldn't leave. He'd commanded me to stay and me being the obedient little bitch I am went back to my room slamming the door breaking the lock. It didn't matter not like I could leave anyway. Eventually my angry wore off and was replaced by never-ending sadness. I could never go unless he told me I could. I wanted to go home so bad I missed my dad terribly and I would do anything to go back. My dad was way too far away to contact by mind so I couldn't even tell him I was ok. My wolf whined wanting the comfort of her father. I did too but more so I just wanted this to be over. The pain. I clutched the area where my heart is as it twisted from grief and pain from hurting the bond. I pulled my knees into my chest and rocked back and forth on the floor. It hurt so much. My wolf was calling out for something but I couldn't understand what. So I just ignored her, let out all my feelings and cried. I sobbed uncontrollably letting it pour out of me. The door opened again and I knew it was him as he picked me up and pulled into the bed with him. I wanted to crawl away but I was hurting so much and his touch seemed to sooth me. I buried my face in his chest and allowed his scent to calm me down. My tears still ran but the bond stopped hurting and instead it hummed. He buried his face in my hair and caressed my back "I'm so sorry baby girl" he sounded sincere then but I still couldn't bring myself to forgive him. My friends, my family, my boyfriend. Images of them kept playing through my mind and I just wanted to go away and never come back. He pulled my face up and made me look at him "Everything is going to be ok... you hear me everything is going to fine" combination of hearing, seeing and smelling him all pulled me out of my mental breakdown and I began to stop crying as much. I took a deep breath breathing him in "I hate you" I said my voice barely a whisper "I know baby I know" we could his wolf's pain and happiness about what was going on and I'm sure he could feel mine. I was distraught and hadn't really mourned anyone's death yet but now it was all coming crashing down. I lost. And I lost everything. Everything that mattered we lost it. I stayed in his arms liking how warm he was but never losing sight of what we were. He meant nothing to us, he's our enemy. I kept telling her that but she couldn't help that she wanted to love him. This was doing nothing but fueling her desire to love him. I felt like I should've pulled away but I also felt like if we let go we'd be in pain again. I didn't want to be in pain again.