My body was trembling from every touch. Just a fucking touch. This man had put a spell on me and I liked it.
My jeans were still unbuckled. I couldn't move because my body still had shocks and sparks flying through me. I gazed off into the deep blue ocean. It looked so peaceful. So calming. Much more calmer than what my life was right now. All I know is that I just wanted to stay a little longer. Just to watch the water flow. Rasheed must've read my mind because he sat right next to me and put his arm around me and said " Let's stay and watch these waves for awhile. " and kissed my forehead. I laid my head on his shoulder and just watched. In and out of my thoughts. My mind was running a mile per minute with so many questions. Why didn't my mama come back for me ? Why didn't my mama love me like the other kids I seen with their parents ? Where was my daddy ? Why did he leave me ? Why didn't he come back for me ? Why did he let my mama give me away to my drunken slut of a n aunt ? I felt like nobody cared about me. Why was I alone and left to teach myself everything I know ? Why me ? Why ?! Why me ? I didn't know if Rasheed was here for the long run but , I felt so safe with him. So protected. I was still getting to know him and shit but , it felt so good with him around. My heart skipped so many beats. My stomach did flip flops and turns with him. Why did I meet him ? For what ? But , I knew this was either a lesson or a blessing. I don't know where this would go but I know I didn't want this shit to end anytime soon. It just felt too got damn good to let go. And I wasn't going to let go anytime soon. Still watching the ocean , I picked up my head a little to look at Rasheed and I see he was in a daze. Maybe daydreaming ? Deep thought ? I'm not sure but I didn't want to mess it up. So I closed my eyes and listened to the ocean noses and his heartbeat. It was beautiful. Music. A classic is what it was. You'd just have to be there to understand. A few hours went by and we both decided that it was time to go home. He held my hand all the way to the car and through the car ride.
An hour later I arrived back to Brat's place. He opened my door and helped me out. I looked up at the stairs to where Brat lived and back to him.
" Well I should get going. I have work early tomorrow morning. " I said as I grabbed the back of my right arm. Sparks began to fly again. He looked at me with a smile that made me weak and grabbed me around my waist and kissed me. Our lips touched and tongues danced. Breathing became heavy. Heart skipped a beat. Oh god ......
Few seconds later our lips departed .....
" I'll hit you up tomorrow baby girl. Get some rest" He said. I shook my head yes and walked upstairs. He watched me until I got inside. I looked back and said goodbye once more. I shut the door , locked it and went straight to my room. I dropped my shoes in a corner , got undressed and headed for the shower. I put my hair in a high bun and let the hot water hit my body like bullets. I started to reminisce about what had just happened with Rasheed. The thought about him.... Man oh man .
