He Received A Stone
Chapter Nine: Go
This kind of thing has happened to me before, but not like this. I have always had pelvic pains, but not to the point where I am admitted to the hospital. Something is really going wrong with me. If it isn't my pelvic pains that's causing this, then what is it? I mean, I have never blacked out and I don't realize where I am. "Everything will be okay."
Soothing of his voice slightly caresses my ears. His hands rubs my forehead, and my heart rate slowly increases. "Poor, Franki. I hope she's okay."
I am okay. I'm sleeping on a hospital bed. I better be okay. For all I know, we have some much to look forward to. I have so much to look forward to. Like our career, and maybe even a love life. "Hello, are you guys Francois' family?"
Porshe- Yes.
Chevonne- Yeah.
Dustin- Is she going to be okay?
Doctor- Yeah, she'll be fine. The only thing that's going wrong for her is her uterus.
Porshe- What do you mean? I mean, she has always had issues with pelvic pains.
Doctor- Pelvic Pains?
Chevonne- Yeah. Like a lot of times she would go through so much pain during her periods.
Doctor- What do you mean?
Chevonne- For an example, when Francois is on her period, she will be on the floor either crying or she is unable to move. She also told us that she bleeds heavy, and she also felt really bad tension with her urethra.
Doctor- Oh yeah, that definitely sounds like pelvic pains. Well, this is what we are going to do. We are going to give her a scan where we will check her ovaries as well as her tubes to see if there is anything wrong there. If there is nothing wrong in those areas, then it may be prone that it is her uterus that is causing an issue. If the uterus gets worse, then we will be forced to go into a surgical procedure.
Porshe- Meaning what?
Doctor- Meaning that we may have to remove either her uterus, her ovaries, or possibly both.
Chevonne- So you mean that she might not be able to carry children nor get pregnant?
Doctor- I'm afraid so. However, it would be up to her if she wants to get that done. Though, things can get a lot worse if she doesn't. As you can see, she can have black outs being a result of the pelvic pains. Now, if she chooses not to got through with the surgery, she does have an opportunity to get pregnant and carry the child, although there could be some complications with the pregnancy.
Porshe- Okay. Thanks, doc.
Doctor- No problem. If you guys need anything, feel free to hit that black button over there. *walks out the door*
Hearing all of this, I started to think about my options. If I go through with surgery, I won't have to worry about going through those pains during a performance. But now, I am starting to realize that if I go through with this, I can lose the chance to actually experience the true meaning of womanhood. Experiencing what it would be like to have a child grow inside of you as well as feeling the heartbeat, the kicks, and so forth. I want to be able to hold my child in my arms, and actually feel proud of what I have done, and what I just created. It is known that giving birth is the closet thing to experiencing death. I would want to experience this still, so that I can say that I did this sacrifice in order to give life to another human being. I am so unselfish that I would like to risk my life for another human being to live. I don't know if I would want to go through this decision.
