How the cube turned my life up side down(cube rant occasionally)

Scary moment in my life

(This is what i posted in my random book)

Guys let's get serious. I had one of my first serious panic attack today and it was high key scary and stressful. And it was from reading a poem. It wasn't nerve from stage fright, I'm in theater and dance and talk/ preform in front of people all the time. This time the topic I wrote about hit my heart and I couldn't read all of my poem; I guess I read half of it. That's what my friends and teacher said. All I remember is I was shaking the whole time and I felt like I couldn't breath. I said some thing and that triggered the peak(?)I guess. I said "I couldn't keep reading" while crying and walked off the "stage" and hugged my teacher then cried into one of my friends shoulders and one saying it was ok. After about 30 seconds of that I ran to the bathroom but a freaking sub stoped me but she was chill because I knew her and she gave me a tissue. I was supposed to read another poem but A) I couldn't focus or breath or think or talk and B) I had to leave class early to go compete with my dance team (we got the highest ranking 😊).
Everyone was so sweet about it when I came back to school. They all asked if I was ok and that the "part of the poem I heard was great".
When I walked off the stage I only remember my teacher and my two friends that left class with me run up to me but a lot of my other friends when up and apparently my boyfriend too but like I said I couldn't think straight and I couldn't see but it was sweet of him to do that. I guess if you read all the way through about 50 seconds of my life then have a good day or night. Thanks for listening ❤️