I held her in my arms, she was laying her head on my chest. She felt so warm, I would never want this night to end... After everything that happened. First, she wanted Zen and then Yoosung after that she wanted Jaehee and after that Jumin but finally she chose me.. How happy I was. My heart melted everytime she would join my jokes or tell me she missed me... I love the way her sleepy voice sounds when I talk to her.. It is 11:15 pm.. I only have 45 minutes.. 45 minutes to see her smiling face..
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"Are you still awake?" She asked sleepily
"Yes I am. I just can't fall asleep" The reason I was still awake was because I don't want to miss a thing while I am sleeping. Because I know I don't have much time to love her..
Because it will take 44 days. 44 days of pain.. 44 days of seeing her with an other. 44 days experiencing her falling in love with an other. She has so many choices. And I am always the last..
"I love you Saeyoung" she said..
It felt so good hearing her calling my real name again.. Not only did she make me feel good hearing it but she also made me feel like my real self. Everyone saw me as Seven. Seven the hacker and the guy that makes jokes about everything. But she made me Saeyoung again. Saeyoung the guy that loved with his whole heart.
"I love you too" I smiled
"I promise i will never ever forget you" she said..
It hurts hearing her say that. Because I know The Reset will start. And everything will begin over again. It's 11:58 I only have 2 minutes. 2 minutes to be with her. 2 minutes to feel her warmth. I stroked her cheek and played with her hair. I knew this was the last time I could have done this. It's 11:59. I only have a minute... I couldn't stop the tears from falling. I kissed her forehead and whispered "I love you" for the last time. She faded away. I could feel the weight fading off my arms. I cried. I checked my cellphone... It is day 1 again... Everything starts over again..
She was fangirling with Jaehee over Zen. I tried to win her back by teasing Yoosung, in the hope she would join me. But she defended Yoosung. I could feel my heart aching. We used to always tease Yoosung and joke around.
And eventually, she chose Zen...
It was so painful... Every time she said she missed Zen.. She used to always say "I missed you Saeyoung"..
It was day 11..
I went home early from the party.
It is 11:50.. 10 more minutes before The Reset comes..
It's already 00:02 The reset is supposed to happen already..
But it was day 12.. It wasn't supposed to happen..
I logged in the Messenger.
MC is staying at Zen's house. But Zen is going to China tomorrow for a shooting..So she would be alone. But MC can't cook..
Day 13:
I rang the doorbell at Zen's house.. MC greeted me surprisedly.
"Hey Seven what are you doing here?" It was painful hearing her say Seven. She totally forgot about Saeyoung.. The real me..
"Zen told me to give you take out chicken." I lied.
"Thanks Seven! Come in."
She was so hungry.. After eating she wanted to wash the dishes. But I grabbed the plates out of her hands.
"Zen told me to do this. You should sleep already.." I lied again.
"Sure! Thank you! "
I washed the dishes. I checked on her before I left. I saw her sleeping, she slept so calmly. I missed seeing her sleep. I sat next to her on the bed. I looked at her. She is so beautiful, and I wish I could turn back time and never let her go... I miss it when she calls me Saeyoung. Because every time she called me Saeyoung.. Saeyoung also came back. I loved her more and more and more. I loved her with my whole heart.. I wish she would embrace me again the way she always did.
"You promised me that you won't forget me. I waited for the moment you would tell me everything that happened was just a joke from you."
I wished she just stayed with me like she always did... I wish everything was the same again..
"I wish you would tell me those three words again..""
I couldn't stop from crying.. Because everything we went trough was gone.. Every little memory was broken. I walked away.. And suddenly i heard the same old sleepy voice..
