I was sitting on a swing in a park outside my house. It was a lonely spot, I mean it was two o'clock in the morning but that's not the point. I'm a lonely person, I hate interacting with people so this is why I only go out when it's two in the morning when there's no one out. I don't know what my problem is I just hate people, I hate myself, my family, my friends, wait oh that's right I have none.. no nothing.. no family, friends, Maybe that's why I hate people because I have no people in my life. Anyways feel sorry for me I don't care. I'm 16 years old you would think I have everything sorted by now, well you guessed wrong. My whole life is messed up but it's normal.. at least for me. I see a shadow moving towards the benches near the river, it looks like a girl I think but I can't tell. It's shifting around I don't know what it's doing seems weird. I keep telling myself "please person don't come over here I don't want any interaction". "Finally!" I say, it leaves. It's walking over to the lake side doing weird stuff, like talking in a weird tone and its hands are shaking like it's cold or something. They look lost. "Ugh" I tell myself "just go over and see if they need help". I walk over there, I see that the thing shaking is a girl. "Hey you ok?" I say. She looks up at me, "damn" I say to myself, she's beautiful! "Yeah I'm ok I guess" she says, "are you lost?", "No" she says. Why is she out here? I wonder. "Its really cold out here, you should head inside" I say. "I like being out here" she says. "Where do u live?" I ask "I live in a apartment north of Jordaan" she says "well Amsterdam is pretty big, so I don't know where that is" I say "yeah nobody really does" she replied. "What's your name?" I ask "Gigi" she said, "nice to meet you, I'm Julian"
I replied. We just stood there, facing the river. It was so peaceful, I mean it always is at three in the morning. She starts to shake again, so as a gentleman, I offer her my jacket. "Here" I say, "thanks" she says "what are you doing out here so early in the morning, and so far from home?" I ask "I really don't know" she said "the last I remember is heading to this party, a few minutes from here" she says "do u know it?, it's the tiny shack on Princeton, you know where all the Mayhem and partying is." "Yeah" I say "well that's where I was the last I remembered" she says "and you don't remember anything else?" "I remember going with this guy, he was acting weird I think he was drunk, anyways I had some shots and now I'm out here and talking to you" "oh" I say "yeah, I guess I partied hard" "well it is Amsterdam, the city of party's!" Its five now and I see some business people going to work. "Well it was nice meeting you, but I have to go." I say "where are you going?" She asks "well you see i have to go see my family, their waiting for me" obviously that was a lie, I have no family but that's besides the point, It's morning and I need to get out of here! "Ok, bye" she says with a disappointed look on her face? Maybe I'm seeing that wrong
"Ok see you later? I guess." I start walking away, I hear someone say "Julian" but I think it's just my mind. Anyways I have nowhere to go I mean I'm kinda homeless. I walk behind that shack she was talking about, "dang it really stinks back here" I say in a whisper tone. These kinda days I usually just sit somewhere and do nothing but today I want to do something different.
