One day I was up in my room and I as just looking around for some thing to tell me why my mom is passed. She left when I was only 6 I badly even remover her. All I Remember was my parents fighting. I remember my dad pushing her and hitting her. I remember when my brother was born he was so mad at her for not naming him after him. It's just been a blur. My dad also has an alcohol problem. And I still don't k ow why he hates me. He makes me work all day and not John he only works for an hour or so and I'm up here from the crack of dawn to then the sun glows down working my ass off. I go through beatings he yells and throws things at me and acts like I'm not even there. I'm either out side or in my room. I dot even know why I'm here half the time.
A week later
So I was looking through my dads drawers to see what he had and I found these papers with my moms name and her picture. I look just like her. I'm 13 now with red curly hair just like her. After I saw that I wonder if he hates me because I look like her. I wonder if he did this to her. But he hates me and there is nothing I can do about it. So I just keep doing this for 5 more years. Till he ends up killing me.
Next week
I decided to come and try to sit next to my brother but my dad yelled at me so I left I lift the house I ran I ran away as far away as I could go. I was hiding. I hid for a few hours then next thing I knew my dad old rusty truck was parked right behind me and him and my brother were picking me up and putting me in The back of the truck. We got home and then he sent me down to the basement. I was down there for a few days till I went up to my room and started to cut my hair change my self I
doesn't want to be like my mom. I want him to like me. I cut and cut it my hair was about 3 inches long. I want went down stairs and my dad caught one glimpse of me and said "get out my my vision you look like a nasty hag" . Then I felt a whap on my head. He through a book at me. Then I sprinted and ran out of the house and when to our neighbors. And
