Niall took me out to lunch before we went bowling. To think he just had a stack of pancakes and then Peri-Peri Chicken right after. Anyways, I crushed him in bowling with the score at 127 to 92 It was a lot of fun. After that day we haven't talked a lot. It has been almost a week an I feel like he is avoiding me. He only comes out of his room to eat. I am really worried about him. Did I do something wrong? Is he mad at me? What did I do to make him want to ignore me? He couldn't be upset that I beat him in bowling could he?
Well anyways, a few days ago I met up with John and Anne. We completely acted like idiots while trying to get thrown out of multiple shops. We just thought it would be fun. We got thrown from the theater, the mall, McDonalds, and the drug store. It was really fun. I'm glad I have John and Anne as friends because if they weren't there with Niall ignoring me like this I would be really upset. Well I still am upset but not as much as if I didn't have them. They are literally the best friends ever. Right now I am sitting in my room reading some of my old diary entries to try and bring back memories. It isn't working. Here is the first entry.
Dear Whoever reads this.
I don't want to say dear diary because the diary won't be reading this. Someone else might but the diary can't read itself. Anyways, I don't really know what to write about. I just decided to write my feelings in here. So here we go. It has been about two months since my parents passed. I was depressed for about a month until I met Anne and John. They are amazing. I really hope we are friends for a long time. I also started school back up today and this bi+ch "accidentally" spilled her food all over me. I wanted to punch her in the face but instead I am staying calm and putting all my feelings into this book. I feel weird writing in this. I feel like I am just talking to myself. Anyways, I have to go but I'll write in here later.
~Kylie
I heard a knock on my bedroom door so I shoved my diary under my pillow. I looked back up before speaking up.
"Come in." I said not to excited. The door opened and a sad looking Niall came in my room. He closed the door behind him before he made his way to me. I watched him the whole way as he sat down on my bed with me. After a few minutes of awkward silence I decided to speak up. "Why have you been ignoring me?" I asked him weakly. He looked up to me but looked back down.
"I'm sorry." He whispered obviously really upset.
"Hey. What's wrong? Don't even tell me nothing is wrong. I know you better than that." I told him quietly. He sighed before looking at me.
"I was on twitter after we went bowling and saw some things that they said about you. I know it doesn't bother you, or at least that is what you say, but I feel like I am the reason that you are getting it. I actually am the reason you get hate. I just I thought you would be safer and happier without me. I thought you would be mad at me and leave." He explained tears coming out of both of our eyes.
"Niall. Look at me." He slowly lifted his head to look me in the eyes. "I told you that it doesn't bother me. I don't even look at it. We are both part of the reason I get hate so don't blame yourself. I could never be happier without you. I may get mad at you if we get in fights but not over some peoples opinions. The other thing is, I would never leave you unless you want me to. I will always be here for you." I told him. He just smiled at me before speaking.
"That's all I needed to hear." Our gaze locked and he started to lean in. This time there was no distraction. Our lips connected and fireworks went off immediately. I kissed back almost instantly making him smile into the kiss. I loved the way his lips felt on my own. My hands found the back of his neck as his gripped onto my waist. He ram his tongue along my bottom lip begging for entry. I parted my lips allowing his tongue to explore my mouth. My tongue slipped into his mouth. He moaned into the kiss as I tugged on the ends of his hair. This kiss just felt...perfect. We both pulled away breathless. He rested his forehead on mine as we continued panting. "That was..."
"Amazing." I finished for him. He hummed an agreement.
"Ky?" he said
"Yeah Ni?"
"W-will you be my g-girlfriend?" He stuttered nervously. I looked up at him in disbelief. Mind over load. Abort mission! Abort! Get everyone out before her brain explodes. The excitement it to much for he! "If this is moving to fast for you then we can wait I just really like you. I mean I just-" I pressed my lips to his to get him to shut up. I pulled away quickly though.
"I would love to be your girlfriend Nialler." I told him. He grinned at me before tackling me in a big bear hug. "I can't be your girlfriend if you squeeze me to death." I said during his tight hug. He quickly let go of me.
"Sorry I am just really happy! Shall we go celebrate?" He asked. I giggled and took his extended hand letting him help me up.
"How about I make you something to eat and then we can watch a movie or something?" I suggested.
"YEAH! You make the best food ever! Let's go."
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Found (A Niall Horan fanfiction)
FanfictionOne day Kylie Moore woke up in a hospital not remembering the last four years of her life. She has one recent memory that haunts her. Who is there with her through all of it though? The one, the only, Niall Horan. Her life changes forever as she qui...