"Push yourself to the extent where things are no longer same. That. That's when you'll know you're somewhere."
"But what if it's not a place I want to be in?"
"Well, your own actions will be the very things that will act like your legs to move you from point A to point B. So, depending on your choices, you'll end up somewhere. Choose wisely."
"Why can't you ever be direct and tell me what to do properly?!"
"Because it's your life. If I choose for you, you'll never live your own life then. You'll be living the life I'm dictating to you. You know, make the most of YOUR life. Learn to regret and then learn to make decisions wisely and then learn to enjoy some too! You just one your one life, right?"
"Yeah... But its not easy... I don't know what to do, what if I mess up? I'm scared of things like that..."
"Well, that's the only way you'll learn to make right decisions later on. You have to make a wrong choice at one point in life and go through it's consequences to know better."
"Make a wrong decision on purpose?"
"No. Obviously not. You'll just not know that that's a wrong choice at that time. It sounds complicated right now but trust me, things make sense in the long run."
"I wish I didn't grow up... Things were so easy when I was a kid..."
"Everyone agrees about that but come on, lighten up! Life is a trove of goodies just waiting to be discovered, gone through, ravaged and then some!"
"I can't say that I can share the same feelings as you are right now but okay... If you say so... It seems like I won't have anyone to guide me..."
"People are always there to guide. For good or for worse but you choose for yourself. That's all."
"Okay..."
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RandomSo this was for myself to be honest. A lot was on my mind. I had left my country for two years, learnt how to do many new things and went through a break up too. All of that got accumulated into this I guess. This right here is me talking to myself.