LOOKING | SEQUEL

- i lost it

let's pretend that Thalia and Mikey is the one who's in the photo okay?

Thalia's POV :

i've finished my shower, i see Mikey is watching netflix i came to him and give him his hoodie back

"why? wear it" he said

"i'm gonna use mine" i said

"it's full of tears, let it dry first" he said and i blush

"okay?" he asked

"ok" i said

after he hung my hoodie, i sat on the chair and watch netflix with him but he opened his arms and tap his arms

"come here" he said and smile

i actually miss him so much but i don't even deserve to be treated this way after what i've done.

"we're not even dating" i said

"who said we're dating? i just don't want you to be cold" he said

"uh" i said

"come on" he said and tap his arms again

i smile and come at him, he wrap his hands around me, i feel safe. after we watched, he got up and look me in the eyes

"now tell me what happened" he said

"i dont know where to begin" i said

"just tell me what you remembered" he said

"so yes me and Ethan were dating, for like a year but Ethan told me that he had a plan, he was going to fake my funeral so he could bring me to his house in like Texas, i was madly in love with him but at the same time.." i stopped

"what?" he said

"i cant forget about you, i still love you, my feelings haven't changed since the first time i met you since we're in kindergarten. so we went to Texas and lived together in an apartment and there's this one time.
...... i lost it" i said and trying so hard not to cry

"lost what?" he asked

"i lost it mikey, my virginity" i said and cry oh god i cant handle it

he suddenly hug me

"you dont need to tell me what happened the rest if you cant" he said

"no, i'm just regretting what i've done. Ethan was just using me for 'that' and there's this one time i told him that i don't want to do it and he was like 'oh really you bitch you cant even make me happy' so i told him that i wanna break up with him i was so scared but i'm so thankful that he already had another toy, i mean another girl so he told me that he didn't even have feelings for me at all and he told me to left his apartment so i went here with rest of my money and i lost everything now, my friends, my boyfriend, you, my family, they all thought that i'm dead, i don't even know what i must do" i said

Mikey's face was really shocked and like cant accept what just happened

"mikey it's okay, i don't ask you to come back to my life, i'm just telling you that i'm alive and you don't even have to think about me anymore, you don't even have to find me anymore because i'm here" i said and smile, i was walking to the door when he suddenly hug me from my back

"please don't ever leave me like that again" he said

"mikey i don't even deserve you" i said

"i don't care whether you're a virgin or not, whether you've already lied to me, or you've already left me, i still love you, i'm in love with you, so bad and i just can't get over it and i want you to stay with me right now and don't ever ever leave me like that again" he said

i kissed him and he kissed back

"i really love you" i said and fix his hair

we both smile and cuddled