Jason's love

Chapter 6

Morgans POV

--The next morning--

The memory of what happen last night haunted my dreams, so there was no sleep for me. I can't get out of my room though because i can't stand to see his face, just no today. I decide to just play my laptop at least that'll distract me for alittle while.

Just as i log onto minecraft i hear a knock at my door, great. "Morgan, please i know you're in there, will you just talk to me?" Jason says, i can tell he has been crying but he doesn't open my door. "What is there to talk about, i know what you did, you know what you did so why should i listen to anything you have to say?" I say back, still sitting in my bed. "Please just listen, i screwed up ok, i wouldn't do anything like that if i was sober and you know that. Im extremely sorry and i love you so much. If you open this door i can show that to you."

"How can you show me, it wasn't the fact that you were drunk, it's the fact that you were chatting her up and then brought her home without me even entering your mind" i say back to him, still not opening the door. I can hear him walking away, i just continue to play minecraft without opening my door, there wasn't any point.

I give up playing minecraft after dying in survival games to many times and decide to take a nap, might as well get some rest after my sleepless night.

--2 hours later--

I wake up to the smell of smoke coming from downstairs, not a fire smell but a burning food smell. "Must be from the kitchen" i say out loud obviously to myself, i quickly get changed and head downstairs to find Jason rushing around. "Umm Morgan, nothing to see here just go back to your room" Jason says trying to hide the mess he's made. I may be mad at him but i cant deny he looks super cute today. "What were you doing?" I ask him, starting to clean up the mess he's made, "well i was trying to make you a romantic lunch but obviously it didn't work very well" he paused and took a deep breath sitting down at the table "i just keep messing shit up.." Jason was crying at this point, it pained me to see him cry, i know he kinda deserves it but i love him to much to put him through this.

"Jason, this is a very sweet gesture but next time make sure to ask me to make it so we dont get this mess again" i laugh and he looks up and laughs with me. Im not saying im forgiving him just yet but i can let him try. "Morgan" he says, i take a seat at the table across from him, "i know i screwed up, i know i really do but i love you, and please if you will let me i can prove it to you" he said extending his hand to touch mine but i retract my hand away, "i know Jason but how can i trust you? How can i be sure something like this won't happen again"

Jason still had tears in his eyes, i know deep down he loves me but i cant trust him. "Morgan, words can't express how deeply in love with you i am, i just need you to trust me but i guess if you never want anything to do with me i understand" now i had tears in my eyes, "Jason thats not what i want, i love you it's just stuff like this has happened to me before and i just don't want it to happen to me again" Jason started looking concerned, i hadn't told him much about my past apart from where i had come from.

"Morgan whatever i have to do, I'll do it, just say the words and I'll be there" Jason said standing up and kneeling next to me, "there is one thing.." I say standing up and getting up to stand next to me, "what is it ANYTHING we can do it" his eyes were full of hope i stared right into his eyes and smiled a little. "A vacation"