Notes

Lies

When we were younger we were told not to lie, lying is bad. Then why do you lie all the time? Im not a child you dont have to pretend that everything is okay, because I know its not, But I feel as if you lie to me so I cant do anything I have to sit and do nothing. "we cant afford it" "we have plans" but I know we can afford it and all those "plans" you said we had were just chores. I think you think I am becoming a maid, but not going anywhere, and being confined is making me even more depressed. I sleep constantly, I dont eat as much, I stopped hanging put with my friends, and I am hardly keeping my realationship. I think the only thing that makes me happy anymore is choir and sleeping.

I think ill leave now.