Only Just a dream (G.B.D)

Him

No matter how hard i try to forget about him, he will always find a way to make me love him again. His brown hair that is almost always in a quiff made me weak at the knees. He has beautiful hazel eyes, the ones that you can easily get lost in and i guess that's what's happened. His eyes sparkle when he's filming and when he is with his brother, he stays positive through hate and negativity. His heart is so pure and protective; but i'm just another fan...waiting for them to respond to my tweets. Waiting for them to see my edits that i have made of them, waiting desperately to meet them. They mean the world to me and i'm just another fan. Another person in the crowd of girls. There is nothing that can be done though; i have always, and always will be just another fan. 

I sit on bed reading through my Dolan Twin fan fictions, wandering why i will never be able to see them. I look at the time on my bright iPhone screen. It shows 3am... i should probably go to sleep and charge my phone for school. I put my phone on charge and take a quick look in my mirror. My long brown hair fell slopishly just past my shoulders, iv always tried to grow my hair, but it just fails somehow. How have i let myself get into this situation, i'm 15 and iv never had a boyfriend, the closest iv ever gotten to a boyfriend is my dog. I lay in bed and fall asleep with the twins voices running through my mind. 

I wake up around 7:30 ish and just sit in bed waiting to actually wake up. I check my phone and see messages from my friends Halie and Kirra saying Good morning spastics. I have known Halie for 3 years, but we have only really become best friends during the last 7 months or so. As for Kirra, Halie and i have known her for exactly 3 weeks. Kirra has been the closest to the Twins out of the three of us, she came from Houston-Texas where the boys have visited, where over here in Australia we were 4 hours away from them basically. I wasn't able to meet them because of a family event that i had to go to. I look on snap chat and see Ethan and Grayson are at the airport with the caption 'Adventures'.  The first thought that comes to my mind is 'Please be coming to Australia' my desperate ass would do anything to get to see those hotties irl.                    "Kristin! Hurry up and get ready you are going to be late, we have to leave in 5 minuets. Lunch is on the table and so is Breakfast!" Mum yells from the kitchen, i get out of bed and put on my shoes and school uniform, put on my makeup, do my hair, pack my laptop and homework into my bag and walk out into the kitchen.                                                                                                                         "About time you came out of your room," Mum said with obvious annoyance in her voice. "You will have to eat breakfast and then we will head off. Are you ready?" I walk past her and mumble a incomprehensible 'yes'. Mum sighs and passes me my lunch and gets on with whatever she was doing. School was not always the best place for me, it was a good place for me to get away from my parents for 6 hours a day, which is great. The only downside is the actual school work.