~ Half A Heart ~ A.I Ashton Irwin Fanfic

Fresh start?

Stephanie's p.o.v
I get out of the restroom with my little box full of razors
"Sweetheart come down right now, "mom says, 

"I'm down in an instant,"I say, 

I go downstairs...to see my dad and mom 

"Why is dad here," I ask, 

"We need to ask you something," my mom says, 

"Yeah what is it?"I ask, 

"Have you been eating something?" they both ask,

"Yeah" I lie,

"Don't lie we can see you losing weight" mom says,

"I am not skinny mom, I'm fucking fat don't you see it"I spat, 

"Language, you disappointed me, I can't even look look at you in the face," Dad and mom says,

"That's why you are moving to Sydney, Australia "dad says, 

"What your moving me to Australia, that is fucking across the world," I say, 

"Language, it's for the best"mom says, 

2 weeks later*
I had everything there,

I even got my bed sheets and all my clothes, makeup, basically everything I needed...

Ashton's p.o.v
I am back...

No, it's my friend bulimia...

"Yes, it's me I control you now...

"No, you don't...

"Yes, I do!...

I purged and purged until I had
The feeling of emptiness in my stomach
I took my lighter,

 lit it up onto my skin...

I am a self-burner, I burn my self 

"Ashton stop don't ever do this" Luke says,

"I...had...to,"Ashton says looking down, 

"Look at me," Luke says, 

I look up...

Luke's p.o.v
"Look at me,"I say to Ashton, 

He looks up... 

Bloodshot red eyes,

Tears streaming down his face, 

Vomit on the corner of his mouth 

"Ashton how long has this gone for," I ask,

"2 weeks," Ashton says sobbing,

"You need help,"I say,

"I don't need help! I just want to die!"Ashton yells, 

"Please don't do this! It hurts me more than it hurts you!"I say tears in my eyes,

"You don't know how it feels like to be fat, ugly, unwanted believe me," Ashton says yelling,

"You are not fat, it's your mind playing tricks on you,"I say, 

I don't want help..."Ashton says,

I hope you like this story I took a lot since it's so sad~Estefany