School is hell for me. Its not the teachers or the work that bothers me really, if anything it takes my mind off things. It's the people I hate.
I'm stuck with getting bullied, in many variations. Insults, punched, kicked, embarrassed, stuffed in a locker. Its like one of those shitty high school movies except in real life. Its not just school that is terrible either. Its at home to. My mom and dad split up 13 years back, and my mother took my little brother with her, and I was left with my dad. Everywhere I go I fight a constant battle, whether its between me, my peers, my dad, and sometimes even people I don't know.
I am called weak every day of my life. I don't understand why I haven't just killed myself yet. But maybe.. maybe something will change for me? Who am I kidding. My life has been like this for 13 years now starting when I was 4, and its been happening for far to long to change. I'm already broken, and shattered. I'm alone and suicide seems like the best option right about now. Its not like anybody would notice I was gone anyways.I'm to far gone to change. I already hate everything about myself. Nothing should bother me by now.
But everything does.
YOU ARE READING
Alone
Teen Fiction"I never thought I would grow up hating my life so much I would want to end it." TRIGGER WARNING Don't read if you are sensitive to sad stuff like mental illnesses also dont read if you expect updates that often (Sorrrryyy)
