Broken

Sadness

After I read the note I cried that's all I did reading the whole thing was cry, I looked at my phone it's 6:15am I think to my self why is this all happening I've been good and everything I've done nothing to deserve this, but I'm better than this I need to suck it's up quit being depressed cause some things happen for a reason right, well I wipe my eyes sets out 5 bowls and 2 selection of cereals (fruity pebbles and frosty flakes). I walk back up stairs to wake everyone get two in one bathroom, and two in the other to wash their faces and brush their teeth. I get lily ready first cause she smaller and needs more help she picks out her clothes and throws them on while I brush her hair put it in a pony tail and sticks a bow in it. I go check on the rest and their done and heading down stairs, they walk in the kitchen and sit at the table and fix their bowls of cereal I walk to get the milk when they ask the question
All: where's mama
I hide behind the refrigerator door trying to hold back my tears and says
Zoey: She left early this morning to go to work ( which I knew was a lie but I didn't wanna tell them yet but I knew I would have to soon)
All: ok
Alright now y'all hurry so we can catch the bus I said with a fake smile. They all finished their cereal collected their things and we were out the door by 7:00am since mom left the car I took them to school waved bye and left on my way to my school. I pull in the parking lot at 7:30 am and when I got out the car I realized who I parked next to, said in my mind please oh lord don't let him notice me and right time I thought that
Tayler and Cody: Hey Hey!! Nerd
I said how more worse could and they start walking toward me in my brain OH MY GOD WHY!! They get near start talking s*** to me
Zoey: I'm not in the mood Tayler what could y'all possibly want
Tayler: I don't give f*** if your in the mood I'ma still make your life a living hell every day until we graduate maybe even after.
My life is already a living hell I don't need him making it worse
Zoey: my life is already a living hell and I don't need you and your dumbass friend making it more hellish then I run off crying.
Tayler's POV
I've never made her cry every time messed with her she stayed strong always telling me to shut up which always made me tease her more I've been teasing her ever since 9 tho and she's never cried some thing major must have happen to have her cry. Even though I could care less about her feelings but, after that I don't know. I still wanna make her life a living hell but, not to were it makes her cry even though she stays brave and structured there ain't no telling what she does when she goes home.
Back to zoey's POV
I run away crying just thinking about what he said make you life a living hell I've never cried in front of them I always stayed calm and yell and say shut up leave me alone which only made him tease me more, he doesn't realize what I'm dealing with right now and he tells me something like that. I just fell like dying but before entering the school I wipe my tears not letting anyone know. I walk in held my head high and acted like nothing was wrong which I new I was dying in side but held a fake smile on my face.