Poem about Everything

Awkward

Call me on the phone

I will answer, hear me stutter

Frequent pauses and silences

fear and confidence scatter

Mingle, shuffle, inside my head

My voice will definitely shudder

I delay flows of conversations

Sorry for the topics I will litter

Try to approach me personally

Agitation will overwhelm me, surely

Fearing rejection and criticism

The more I feel happy, the more I worry

Thinking I am being evaluated

Maybe I can't rely my trust on anybody

Call me nerd and a weird

But my situation is awkward

I guess everything is abused

I'm stuck in a hole, and it's hard

Can't say a fitting acceptable word

That would be agreeable for the world