For as long as Jinju and Kyungsoo could remember, being an idol has always been their dream. To live a life where they did what they loved the most.
But for people like Jinju, being accepted was a rocky road. It meant turning her back on her family...
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Can't reject this strong feeling
Fall into it, I have let go off myself
Do Kyungsoo - Wolf
August 8 2010
I looked around the airport, my eyes quickly scanning through every face present. The usual bustling sounds of the busy airport seemed faint and hushed compared to my racing heart and the blood pounding in my ears. I wiped the sweat from my temples with a trembling hand, wishing I could dispose of the previous couple of days just as easily. The only thing I could do at that moment was to search for him and repeatedly think of the words I had to say.
Words from this morning came back to haunt me.
You didn't pass the audition...
Better if Mr Do doesn't know...
Need him focused...
"Jinju!" At the familiar sound of his voice, I whipped around. The guilt hindered me from meeting his gaze. Suddenly, I felt a single finger on my chin, raising my head as my grief-filled eyes began to mirror those filled with limitless excitement and curiosity. I bit the inside of my cheek to stop myself from nuzzling into his touch, just like I had done a million times before.
"Kyungsoo, why are you still here? Your flight is about to depart," I said.
"Don't you mean our flight?" He asked, confusion masking his face. "And where's your luggage?"
I closed my eyes tightly, not wanting tears to consume me. My fingertips were holding onto the railings behind me, as if it were the only thing supporting the weight of the farewell at the tip of my tongue, "Kyungsoo. I-I'm not going."
He was never one to have impulsive reactions before, merely letting his emotions pass through his face.
Confusion.
Disbelief.
Anger.
... Hurt.
The emotions that spread across his face hit my heart as if they were stones thrown, as my trembling hands loosened from the railings behind me.
"You're joking, right?" He asked with seriousness laced in his voice to which I shook my head no, and as I tried to reach for him, he stepped back, clenching his jaw. "How can you let an opportunity like this go? It's SM!"
With desperation, he took his phone out. His fingers shook as he typed down a number on his phone, maintaining a calm voice while he was anything but. "Mr Kim, I'm going to have to cancel my flight."
