[BTS-V] ~ Your Famous Farmer Boy

Love or Lust?

Taehyung advanced on you. His eyes, never once leaving yours. Your heart started hammering in your rib cage, threatening to break free of its barrier. 

It felt as if you were suspended in time, everything seemed to happen so slowly as Taehyung walked to you. It felt like one of those drama where the protagonists were running towards each other at a romantic scene, but this was real life. This wasn't a drama. This was real. 

Taehyung stood in front of you, towering over your small frame and looked down into your eyes, you looked back. You hated it when people looked into your eyes. Eyes were the windows to the soul and like your dad had once told you, you were hard to read, but look into your eyes and every emotion you felt would be on full display.

The next thing you knew, you were in Taehyung's arms. You fit perfectly into his arms and he buried you in. "Y/N...." he breathed.

you stood like a statue, not believing that you were in his embrace. He held you tightly, his chin resting on the top of you head and his arms around your back.

"Y/N.... I missed you so much," he continued.

All of a sudden, you came back to life. You pushed him off of you and he looked at you with a shocked look.

"What do you take me for Taehyung? You can't just hold me like that. If you hold me like that, people are going to see and think wrong towards me, towards us, and i won't be able to find a boyfriend and you're reputation will be ruined and your fans will not support you and send me death threats!" you exclaimed.

Taehyung looked at you dangerously and for a second you felt fear, but you stubbornly stood your ground, shaking away the fear. He couldn't just walk into your life like this. He couldn't just like your best friend, then disappear, then come back saying that he missed you.

"Boyfriend..? You're worried you won't find a boyfriend? Huh, Y/N, you have a wicked sense of humor," Taehyung said lowly.

"Of course I am, I'm getting older and older each day, I'm gonna be expired soon, and I need to find a husband before I turn into an old lady," you said.

"Am I not qualified to be that man?" Taehyung whispered.

"Of course you're not! How can you be a man? You're not even close to being a man," you retorted not thinking straight. Did he want to be your man? What the fuck?

All of a sudden, Taehyung grabbed your wrist and angrily dragged you with him until you reached the their storage shed. He opened the door and stuffed you, entering right behind you as he shoved the door closed, locking the inside latch. 

"I'm not a man you say? Is Jimin man enough for you? Is that why you've been flirting with him nonstop today!" he yelled at you, catching you completely off guard.

"At least, he has talked to me unlike you! You can't even look at me! I don't understand why you're going to be making a scene like this now. So what if Jimin talks to me? It's not like he's a bad guy, he's your brother! Member! Friend! whatever he is to you! as for me, I can talk to anyone I want, I'm not yours! I've never been yours to begin with! So I don't understand why you're making such a big deal about it!" you screamed back, unleashing the pain you've kept inside for way too long.

"my problem is that, my best friend is flirting with one of my member and that can't ever happened!" he shot back, his eyes wild.

"HAHAHA!" you laughed. "BEST FRIEND?! you're calling me your best friend?! Where the hell have you been you weirdo! I'm not you're best friend, I never was! Because If I was, you would've told me when you left, you would've talked to me when you first saw me, but no, you didn't even have the balls to approach me, Jimin talked to me first! and I didn't even know who the fuck he was!"

"You're right, you've never been my best friend, I never saw you like that," he said angrily walking towards you.

You backed away as he advanced on you again.

"I never saw you as friend, sister, whatever," he spit out. "Because I loved you, god how I love you still now, seeing you not as a girl, but a woman, you're making me crazy. Seeing Jimin flirt with you, knowing I can't do anything because he's older than me and I shouldn't be in his way, but I knew you first and I liked you first, I deserve you, not him," Taehyung hissed as he pushed you against the wall of the dirty shed.

"L-love m-me?" you mumbled out in shocked.

Taehyung looked at you intensely, his gaze dropped down to your plump lips and back to your eyes as if asking for permission. You looked back at him and like that, his lips were on yours.

Your eyes closed as his lips pressed lightly against yours. you tipped your head up to meet his lips, to kiss him. You've wanted this more than anything. You waited so long. A fire slowly rose in your heart as you felt his tongue slip into your mouth. you kissed him deeper, as if you had been lost in the desert and were drinking from him. Your hands entwined in his hair and you pressed your body against his.

Sensing your urgency, Taehyung held onto your waist and tilted his head to kiss you deeper. You were on cloud nine. You kissed for what seemed like hours. All too soon, he pulled back leaving you breathless. You opened your eyes to see him staring down at you, his jaw slant, a wild fire dancing in his eyes.

"Taehyung..." you breathed.

Taehyung looked at you before cursing and running his hands through his hair, backing away from you. "Shit. I- I didn't mean to.. This wasn't suppose to happen... Not like this..." he murmured.

He looked down to the ground for a split second before looking back at you.

"Taehyung...?" you said again unsure of what to say next.

"I'm sorry Y/N," Taehyung said, his expression blank as he walked to the door and opened it, walking out leaving you alone in the darkness of the storage room.