DeadAngel

~~Chapter 2~~

I cried so hard and I heard Josh asking his mother if he could go upstairs to see me, but my mother said that I was sleeping and that I needed some rest as an excuse. I couldn't believe how easily she could lie, how rude she can be! So I closed the door, changed my clothes, took my blade, and added some new lines on my hands. The blood was rolling down and it was the only thing that made me feel alive. I took a short shower than went to sleep. I couldn't sleep actually; this reminded me of when I was younger... When I was four years old, I remember hearing my mother talking to a woman. I don't remember how she looks like but I remember what she said:

"-Misses Victoria, I would love to adopt your daughter but, you know that I will move to France and live there

-Yes, I know. But you can take it with you

-No, I'm so sorry but I can't. Take this amount of money; I hope it will help you. Goodbye"

This is all I remember, in that time my mother loved me, even if she wanted to sell me to another woman I don't care, she wanted to do that because she loved me and she didn't want me to live as a poor girl. Years passed away, and everything changed when I was 9. My mother started smoking, drinking, going out with strange mans, all of this was "okay" to me, and every day she was coming home (drunk of course), and I remember she was saying the same words every time: "He left us, right? Aha, does he think that he is a hero or something? Hahahahaha, you remind me of him, you are his cloner!" And then she used to come and hit me and throw on my way everything she saw near her. When I was 10, I changed school. I thought it was a good idea to have new friends and stuffs, well it was for awhile. I had a lot of friends there and I had a best friend named Georgia. We were sharing with other everything, we were so close, so she invited me a day to come with her to her house, she was rich and she said she had lot of toys and beautiful dolls, so I agreed without asking my mother. When we arrived we played for hours, and we had so much fun but her mother called her and she said that they were going to buy something to cook and a surprise for me, I was so happy and excited. The house was empty, there was only me left. I was playing in Georgia's room when someone entered. I wasn't afraid and I asked him to come and play with me, he said he was Georgia's father. He was a little strange because his eyes were kind of red. He came closer to me slowly, and when he was next to me I could know that strange smell, that strange way to talk, I knew he was DRUNK! He started touching my hair and smiling at me but I was taking his hands off, and pushing him. He took his shirt off, and was kissing me in the neck. I tried so hard to push him away but in vain, he was stronger than me. I started crying and screaming, but after awhile I felt so low. And then my eyes were closing slowly. When I woke up I was in the hospital. Yes, THE HOSPITAL! I could saw Georgia's mother and Georgia standing next to me. But... I couldn't see her, she wasn't there. I said maybe because I didn't tell her she don't know where I am, but no! Georgia's mother called mine and she said that she told her to drive me home after I get out of the hospital. She didn't care! I was suffering there, and she was just like: I don' care!

On my way home, I saw a couple with a littlebaby. I was looking at them, they smiled to me so I went closer to them, I wanted to kiss the little baby but my tears started dropping too fast...