the new you : grayson dolan

thirteen

blake 

may 15th

A lot changed after the twins posted that video. 

Grayson has changed so much. He is happier, and back to his old self. I am so glad that he is back. He is over Sofia and he isn't heartbroken. It amazes me that someone could want to hurt him. He is the nicest person ever and doesn't deserve any of the things she did to him. 

She broke him and I'm glad I was there to put him back together. 

Things have definitely been looking up. Lacrosse had just ended and we won states, we got rings and everything. 

Prom is tomorrow and I am so excited. What I am most excited for is after prom. Ally, Gray, Ethan, and I all got our parents to let us rent a beach house for the weekend down by the shore. 

Our parents understand that we will all be moving to California and living together anyways so they might as well. 

Speaking of California, I am so freaking excited. We graduate on May 25th and leave for California June 1st. For as long as I can remember I have wanted to live in California and its finally a reality. Not only is it a reality for me but for my two best friends and my boyfriend. 

We are all getting and apartment together in LA. Ally and I will be attending classes at UCLA and I'll be playing lacrosse there while Ethan and Grayson are going to be pursuing their career. 

My birthday is May 31st so I am spending my birthday with my family and then we are all off to California. 

I can't wait to start my future and to experience so many new things. 

I shift where I am laying in my bed and place my head on Grayson's bare chest. He started to play with my hair which was my favorite thing he did

"You good?" 

I turned my head to I was looking at him, "Yeah I'm just really excited for tomorrow," 

"Me too,"

"Especially for the beach house,"

"Yeah, it's gonna be amazing,"

"Make sure you pack tonight though,"

"Yeah, I should probably get going,"

We got up and I pecked his lips. A little smirk appeared on him face and he pulled me into a hug. 

"I love you so much." 

"I love you too Gray," I smiled into his chest. I was so happy with my life. Everything seemed perfect, I would be off to California soon and I would finally have the life I wanted. 

That night I packed a bag for the beach house. I put everything that I needed in my bags and placed them by my door. Falling back onto my bed I sent Grayson a good night text and drifted off to sleep. 

"BLAKE! You better get your ass up! It's prooommm dayyyy!" Ally yelled bursting through my door disturbing my peaceful sleep.

"I'm up," I groan. 

"Did you pack your bag?" 

"Of course Al," I finally opened my eyes to see Ally, "What the hell are you wearing?" 

"Uhh, clothes?" she said in a 'duh' voice.

"I'm wearing sweats why are you so," I indicated my hands towards her, "dressed up?"

She just rolled her eyes and laughed. 

We still had a half of day of school today and I wasn't really going to put much effort in like most people, but Ally had to.

I got out of bed and started to get dressed. I was serious, I wasn't putting in any effort at all. 

Okay well maybe some effort. 

I threw on some sweat shorts and a t-shirt slipping on my Birks. Heading to the bathroom I finished getting ready. I didn't bother with makeup or hair being that I was going to get everything done after school so I just left it as it was. 

Ally followed me down the steps and after saying goodbye to my mom I headed out the door. Ally was driving since we were getting ready at my house. When we arrived at school we got out of Ally's car and met up with the twins. 

I walked over to Grayson and wrapped my arms around his torso from behind. He turned around pulling me into a hug. When the warning bell rung we grabbed our stuff heading inside.

School was basically over for senior since we already took our finals so we didn't have any classes to go to. We still had to go to homeroom though, after that we were free. 

Throughout the day we all just walked around school, visited some teachers, and sat in the courtyard. 

The day went by really quick and it was eventually time for us to go. We all walked to the parking lot. Me and Grayson were holding hands and it felt so natural. I truly loved him and felt that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I know I'm only 17, almost 18, but I truly love him and don't know what I would do without him.