HeartBroken

Chapter 1

The church dance was around the corner and you didn't wanna go because you knew Stephen was going to there and it was the valentines day dance and that's when the two of you became and item. Although you knew you had no feelings for him what so ever, you knew it would be awkward. All of your friends were encouraging you to go. At the last second you went. You wore a red dress with felt black high heels. You straightened your hair. As the day went one you got more anxious. As you were driving on the highway to get to the building you couldn't but think of the memories you had. As you signed into the dance you saw your friends Ally and Gordon. You walked over there and started to talk to them. " Just so you are aware, I'm trying to avoid Stephen" you said " Well then don't go over in the food direction because hes over there" said Gordon pointing. As you turned around you saw him. Stephan looked so irresistible. He had on his glasses, khaki pants, a white colored shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows, a vest, a tie, and shoes. He looked so hot in your opinion. You looked away quickly cause you didn't want him to see you. At that time you saw your friend Elizabeth walking past and you started to follow her. " Whats wrong?" she asked " My sorta Ex is here and I still have feeling for him.... I'm still in love with him." you said looking at her. You thought you were over him but the heart wants what it wants. You wanted to talk to him. You needed closure. As you slowly started to make your toward the food table you saw Ally eating. She was near Stephen. You go to her and say " Hi Ally how are you?" she replied with " I'm fine".  As you looked at the crowd of people dancing Stephen came up to you. " Hi Amy, Would you like to slow dance?" he asked. You couldn't believe that he was talking to you. " Oh so we are speaking now?" you said strictly. " I'll take that as a no then" he said. " No that's not a no" you replied.  You took is hand and dragged him into the middle of the dance floor. You had forgotten how his hand had felt. It was soft and gentle but in a manly way. You had missed holding his hand. As you arrived to the center of the floor he put his hand on your waist and you put your hand on his shoulder. You had missed that position. You missed him. You missed how his hair hung into his eyes. You missed how goofy he looked. You missed how great it felt to be small next to him when you knew he could protect you. You missed the smell of him. You missed everything about him. It felt awkward slow dancing with him. It felt like you were in a jacket that didn't fit you anymore. " So how you been?" He asked. You raised your eyebrows and said " You wanna know how i've been... You broke me'' you wanted to walk away right then and there but you wanted to finish the dance. As soon as the dance was over you rushed over to your friends. " I'm still in love with Stephen" you said " What! Amy you cant! Remember all the crying and sadness you had" said one friends. " I know but i cant help my self. He was the best thing that could happen to me. He's awkward and shy but after all he was mine." you said getting red. Your heart wanted him, you wanted him. You felt hopeless at that moment. You knew that he had zero feelings for you and he would never like you ever again, but there is still a part of you hoping that he still will. You're still in love with him. The heart wants what it wants.