love is a shocking drama

blinded love

Rushing out of my house,after the receiving of a phone call.I called a taxi and head to charity hospital.
And there i saw many patients that was brought into the hospital really injured and then I began looking for my mom that was admitted to this hospital after searching the wards I was not able to find her and then I fell at the chair and started crying. I began to remember how my mom left home this morning saying she will back in no time.and then I placed my head on my laps thinking what would have happened to my mom.while thinking, I saw a shoe and began thinking that I've seen it before;I hit my head trying to remember and then it flashed in my head recalling that was the shoe my mom wore this morning.I fell back and started crying endlessly the shoe was covered with blood I went to pick it up then I saw a woman lying on a bed with blood dripping. I went closer to see who it was. And then I opened the sheets from her face;then I fell hardly on the floor crying. Then the doctor came inside asking my name I wasn't able to hear;the memory of my mom leaving this morning and my bloodied mom flashed in head then I snapped out of it;I was in the doctor's office,he asked for my name,I answered saying"Anna",he asked who was the bloodied woman to me and then I said crying "she is my mother" the doctor pitied me. He said "she was brought in here after an accident". I asked" can she be saved?" He said "I'm sorry". And i then ran away without hearing the rest of the doctors word.I continued running then my phone rang making me gasp thinking it was the doctor but when I brought my phone out;it was Jake my boyfriend I was relieved. And then I answered " hi" in silent tone. He answered "how are you and why is your voice like this". I immediately cleared my throat and said " nothing" in a better tone. He asked to see me at a party telling me look beautiful at the party. I was trying to tell him I can't come;then he cut me off saying "do this at least for me" he cut the phone. I started Wondering how I'm going to look beautiful for my boyfriend after seeing my bloodied mom in the hospital. I searched my wardrobe looking for the most beautiful dress I have but I couldn't find.  all my clothes were casual wears. I decided to pick one of my casual wears. A black jean pants and a T-shirt was fit on my body with a handmade slippers. I was in a taxi heading to the party. I had reached the party and I saw girls of my age with bum shorts and breast exposer blouses. And then I saw Jake,I ran and embraced him and was about to tear up. He asked what was the matter. I told him I needed to rest and then he took me to his house and dropped me on his bed. He asked me what was the matter. I said "I just need you" in a whispering tone. And then he placed his red lips on my soft lips and kissed me. I had nothing to do than to hold his neck and made the kiss deeper;he asked "is this what you want?" I answered "yes"in a moaning tone. I started unbuttoning his shirt then he loosened my hair. He was on top of my body and I ran my hand through his soft and shiny hair. He ran his hand through my body making me moan. He started unbuttoning my shirt from the top. After unbuttoning the first three buttons my breast was exposed to him. Although I was wearing a bra but chills went down my spine. He stopped and asked " don't you want this stage" I said "I want every stage you will give to me" I took his hand placing it on my chest. Then he ran his hand down to my breast making me gasped in fear. Then he stopped;he kissed my chest and said "you are very sweet" it chuckled me. The morning was so bright that I can't open my eyes. I managed to open my eyes but can't find Jake on the bed. I searched every corner of the house but he was no where to be found and then I saw a letter on the bed saying "thank you so much Anna for yesterday night I really enjoyed it you were so sweet that I didn't want to leave you. But I have to leave because you are not my type you are to cheap and less beautiful who will want to love? That is why I ran away. I never loved you I was your boyfriend since was because I wanted to be the first man to sleep with you and it has happened. Anyway thank you Anna you were so sweet yesterday night" after reading this I was shocked I asked "could this be jake". I looked through the letter and I saw " from Jake to my used Anna" then I fell on the floor lying with my body on the floor. My heart couldn't accept what I just read now .and then my eyes closed leaving me unconscious.