love is a shocking drama

left alone

Noises all around from sirens,shouting patients,doctor talking. I was confused about where I was. I had to shout WHERE AM I? Silence ran through the hospital. The nurses ran to me saying "are you alright?" I laughed and then cried remembering the letter I read. The doctor approached me saying "you were found on the floor of your house". I laughed again saying " that was not my house it was the house of a crap human".the doctor held me tight on my hand saying "it will be alright". Then I went back to sleep. I tried sleeping but I just couldn't. Still remembering Jake and what happened last night. I got up from bed when I heard serious noise from the doctor and nurses that was rushing to a particular ward which was my mom's ward. I ran with them. I saw my mom shaking her hand crying saying " just let me die I can't bear the pain" in a very low tone. I ran to her crying "mom it gonna be alright" she held me tightly and then I was dragged out if the ward. I continued crying until I got home. I laid on my bed and my head was filled with the thought of Jake. after few seconds,I slept. It was a bright morning for everyone but it was a dark morning for me. I had a bath and put on a casual wear,running outside and then I saw a lady who confronted me,she slapped me;I was confused and said to myself "why will she slap me" she said "how could you sleep with my huband-to-be" I laughed trying to hold my tears back. I said "so he was engaged and yet he tricked me" and then I left. The lady was calling me back but I continued walking my way. I stopped and went to a corner and started crying endlessly and then I saw an old friend of mine I screamed "Jessica" she ran to hug me and we sat together on the floor at a corner. She started "I heard everything but you can start all over". I said " so it has spread all over my work place" and started crying. She consoled me by patting my back. She told me to come back to work that everybody has been wanting to see me. I smiled in agreement and promised to start work tomorrow. We stood up heading to our different homes. When I got home I ran straight to the bed and I slept off. I jumped off the bed had a fast bath wore some nice clothes and off to work in a taxi. It was a beautiful morning and I was trying to forget Jake. It was just not possible. And then I saw Jessica then we head inside together. When I had come inside of my workplace. Everyone was staring at me and murmuring and also whispering to each other. I mistakenly heard what they were saying "hey so she still had the guts to come here after sleeping with a man". I stopped in gasp and ran inside of the office I told Jessica " I can't work here" she said "don't worry am here for you" I smiled saying "thanks"  and then work started. As I was working I keep remembering Jake and what he did I tried to snap out of it. It was just not possible. "We are closed,everyone go home" immediately I picked up my bag and headed home. I was passing by when i saw Jessica with a man. He looked very familiar. I've seen this man before am very sure. And then memories of him flashed in my head. And I shouted "JAKE"