Justin Bieber Interracial Imagines

13: Cold Water

Y/N POV
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It's been about 6 months since Justin and I broke up. He wasn't ready for a relationship. He was out partying all the time, hooking up with some of his exses and I just wasn't having it. Also I was the only black girl he's really dated. As being the black person I am, I just wasn't going to sit there and let him hurt me. I also wasn't going to act ghetto either. I loved Justin but I guess he didn't feel the same way about me. Is it cause I'm black? Is it because I'm not as slim as his past flings? 

I am a thick, big booty, flat stomach, curvy women. I have confidence in my body. I am not ashamed of it either. I embrace it and I hope every black girl embraces and loves her body. I embrace my sexuality. People always try to put a label on us because we're black and curvy. Just because we are this way, doesn't mean we can't do what the white girls can do. We just have to show them that we are more than what they think of us.

Right now I'm on my way to a photoshoot. I am starting a line with Calvin Klein. It's for all women. I'm promoting it then going to some fittings for NYFW. My phone started ringing and I saw it was my best friend Jazmyn.

"Heyyyy bitch" she said. I smiled at her greeting.

"Hey love what's up?" I replied putting my phone on the seat next to me.

"I called to talk to you about your boos new song" she said. I furrowed my eyebrows.

"He's not my boo and what new song?" I asked taking my jacket off.

"You haven't heard it? Wow out of all people I would've thought you heard it already"

"No I haven't"

"Oh well where are you?"

"In the car going to a shoot. How bout' you?"

"Oh ok and going to Virginia to visit mi familia"

"Cool I forget you did say you were going there"

"Yeahhh. Oh shit bruh turn the radio 104.3 on the radio they're about to play his new song" she said getting a little excited.

"Uhhhh fine" I said then sighed. I tapped the built in controller on the arm rest of the door, and I turned the station.

"Ok now here's your most requested song by the Biebs. Here's Cold Water on Z104.3" a guy said on the station. The song started.

"Everybody gets high sometimes, you know
What else can we do when we're feeling low?
So take a deep breath and let it go
You shouldn't be drowning on your own

And if you feel you're sinking, I will jump right over
Into cold, cold water for you
And although time may take us into different places
I will still be patient with you
And I hope you know
I won't let go
I'll be your lifeline tonight
I won't let go
I'll be your lifeline tonight

'Cause we all get lost sometimes, you know?
It's how we learn and how we grow
And I wanna lay with you 'til I'm old
You shouldn't be fighting on your own"

"Bruhhhh like your man making songs about you and shit and mines is always at fucking football practice" Jaz said. I laughed. The song finished after another verse and chorus.

"Bieber really getting into his feelings there. Especially after the breakup with girlfriend Y/N. Rumor has it that the parts in this song that he sang was about her. Looks like JB wants her back. We'll see when Rose tells us Hollywood in about 10 minutes stay tuned!" The guy said.

I started thinking. Is this song really about me? Does he really want me back? I haven't spoken to him in 6 months so I honestly have no idea how he's doing.

*10 minutes later*

"Hey everyone! I'm Rose here with your Hollywood Dirt today. So yes Justin Biebers new song Cold Water has everyone talking. The rumors of the song being about Y/N are in fact true. We've heard from Justin's crew that yes he wrote his part of the song a little after his breakup with Y/N. I wonder how Y/N feels about it. She's out there staying on her grind so I commend her for that. She also has her line coming out with Calvin Klein " She said before ending the segment with other info about celebrities.

"Damn see I told you!" Jaz said. I smiled then started thinking. Wow I didn't know the break up had this effect on him. The lyrics are everything though. I talked to Jaz some more before hanging up.

I really miss him. I love him too. I miss his body next to mine at night. Damn Justin why are you so lovable??

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Hey guysssss! So I wanted this chapter to have a message. I wanted the message to be about loving your body. Nowadays people are always body shaming other people. Its not a personal thing for me, but I have witnessed it recently and thought it was something to write about.

Not just black girls but EVERY girl should love her body! Feel empowered by it. Having self confidence is everything! I just hope all my readers love and have self confidence in yourself!

ALSO THANKS FOR 900+ READS!!! JUST A LITTLE UNDER 100 MORE TO REACH 1K GUYS! THIS IS YOUR BOOK! WE CAN GET THERE!!

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