Accidental or Fate? | BTS Teahyung

Chapter 10

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I'm so done with bts😭😭  literally Spring day killed me.

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I wake up to the sound of foot steps but I don't move.

I know you can't hear me but I just wanted you to know I'm sorry...... Im sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for being selfish, I'm sorry because I'm jealous of every boy that comes near you even though it's my fault that there will never be an us,I'm sorry because I can't let go of you even if I know I'll only hurt you,I'm sorry that I caused you to suffer, I'm sorry for kissing you 9 mouths ago said the voice I knew all too well, it's the voice that hunted me while I sleep.

I start to cry not really knowing why, then he kissed me. It took all my self control not to kiss back, because even if I didn't want to admit I still love him.

I'm sorry for kissing you know, but at list this time I'll be the only one hurt by this kiss He says
Leaving the room.

When I was sure he was out of the room I started sobbing. He was so wrong about hurting just himself because right now I'm pretty sure my heart is broken to the point where no one can fix it.

I get up from the bed but I fall as soon as I get up because of my damn ankle, but I didn't care I forced myself to stand up.

Where the hell is it! I scream my voice cracks as I those words, tears run down my ugly face as I look for food to stuff my face with. I stopped stress eating a long time ago, if I didn't they would have never felt me alone, as I threw another drawer open I finally see junk food to stuff my face.
I ripped open the bag of lays standing in front of me, i grabbed a handful and pushed it into my mouth As i fill my mouth with junk food, words that can never be erased from my head started stabbing at my heart.

Flashback*

I walk inside usher highschool with my face down, as people looked at me like I was some type of monster.

Hey fat ass! Did you eat enough bacon last night?!? If you didn't I have some!

I looked at the raw bacon that was thrown to me, I threw it away when someone runs to me and makes me fall down.

Watch where you're going bitch!

Everyone in the hallway laughs and i just keep walking, I'm so used to this...as the bell rings I run to go to my class room and take a sit I listen to the teacher as people threw things at me and talked about me.

After lunch

I sit by myself since I don't have any friends, I take out my dairy and started writing.

Years  pass and I  still get bullied, but its okay if I get to see him....
Andrew Miller, he was sporty, smart, beautiful, he's everything I'm not, that makes me love him but he'll never notice so I just watch from afar.

What's this!said Mackenzie the queenka of our school she har gabbed my dairy.

It's the my first day back to school and i was having a really bad day but then I saw Andrew! She read this out loud catching some people's attention.

He's so perfect she says in a mocking voice, I wish he would notice me.

I smacked the dairy out of her hand. Stop it! I yell.

So the fat bitch talks back now!!she yelled at me as I realized that I made a big mistake talking back to her.

I-I I say trying to depend myself.

Shut up! She says as she slaps me. I feel the sting pain as I hold my face.

You know what? What pigs like you deserve to die! I run down the halls with tears in my eyes. That was the day I stopped stress eating and started working out and after I got skinny I went back to take my revenge, after I got my revenge then I came to Korea and followed my dreams but not once have I forgotten about the hurtful words they said to me because it was tattooed into my heart.

End of flashback*

Safeeya's pov.

After Rica broke her ankle the rest of clc and I lefted her alone with chanyeol because she never acted well around a group of people after an outburst.

Are you sure she doesn't need us their with her ask Summer.

Yea will visit her in a couple of minutes let her cool down first.

Can we visit her with you guys asked jungkook as he back hugged me.

You can if you really want to just don't take Taehyung along with us Rica's been pretty upset with him lately.

As Chanyeol came out he told us she would be sleeping but told one of us to stay and look after her. As we all go to check on Rica , not really all of us since Taehyung can't come for Rica's sake and suga had basketball. As we opened the door the little office thingy my eyes grew wide, on the floor with junk food surrounding was Rica, her ankle looked really bad it looked like someone whacked it with a bat a couple of times because it was purple/blue/black.

Oh my gush I say with tears starting to come out.

What happened! I yelled as I ran towards her, soon after everyone came in with either worry, shock or both written all over their face.

What happened to her! Jaja said freaking out.

Unnie!

She soon wakes up and looks around then smiles weakly at all of us.

Rica's pov

What are you doing here? I asked nervously.

We're you stress eating? Namjoon oppa asked.

Wh-what how did you know!I half yelled.

Rica clam down sorn unnie said trying to clam me down.

Please don't tell anyone I-I was really angry and frustrated I needed it! I couldn't stop myself it was an old habit, I'll work out 3X harder please don't tell our manager I say freaking out.

Hobi hugged me and said rica clam down can you tell me why you were stress eating?

I shake my head. I can't tell them it scary because he holds this much power over my emotions. I can't I say tearing up

For the rest of izac they stayed with me and tried to make me smile.

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Should I write a special for they day of hearts❤❤❤❤😬😬