god I never update lol but I'd like to rant about something super negative for a minute so pls skip over this if u feel the need to
it's not politics or something like that it's just me hating on myself whoops
ok but firstly I don't understand how anyone actually wants to be my friend? like honestly I'm the worst friend I never reply to texts and I am almost never available to hang out and when the conversation gets boring I leave,, and I'm crudely rude and actually strangely violent and honestly sometimes I doubt that I'm a good person- I never share my food but take from everyone else and I'm so needy and greedy like I'm super loyal but I'm also not always that trustworthy? I'm generally just so problematic dear Jesus and
idk man I was having a deep talk w my sister this morning at 12:30am
