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Chapter 1

BPOV

Tonight Edward and I decided it was going to be just about us, Edward and Bella. No Victoria, no overbearing Charlie, no Alice with wedding plans, just us ourselves. I was nervous as I had something I wanted to try with Edward. Would he reject me? Would he give in? Would it be dangerous? Will it hurt? So many questions I kept asking myself. But the only way any would be answered was if we gave it a try. I have agreed to marry him and be his, fiancée. I hated the word. But I loved Edward and if that meant marriage at such a young age then fine. I would do anything for him. I was going to be changed in a few months anyway so why not get married with all my family there. Renee will be happy, Charlie not so much.

We were lying on Edward's bed, when I saw he had got the bed many different ideas came into my head. He didn't feel the same. All these stupid boundaries were really annoying me know. I know he won't hurt me. Mind over matter. Just getting Edward to believe this was the hard thing.

Edward had just gave me my hand-me-down it was gorgeous. His heart, his beautiful giving heart. The thing that I will cherish for the rest of my life and never ever break. He has mine too, he always has since the first moment I saw him. I guess that is also why we are getting married. The fact that we don't need anyone or anything else proves that.

"Bella, love there is something else I really want to show you."

"What is it?" He looked excited.

"Your engagement ring Bella." His face fell, it must have been because he looked at mine. I felt really really bad I knew all this wedding thing meant a lot to him, it did to me too but I just wasn't as enthusiastic about it.

My face turned into a smile, a part of me did really want to see it.

"Of course Edward that would be lovely." He was gone bad back in two seconds flat with a small black box in his hands. His face was as I never saw it before. The love he had for me was shining through and he also looked nervous.

"Bella can I do this the proper way?"

"Yes Edward I would love you too." Butterflies were know flying around my stomach.

Edward got down onto one knee. I sat up on the bed looking down at him knowing I would always remember this moment.

"Bella over the past year I have learnt so much about life and love and this is because of you. You brought me back to life. You showed me how to love. I couldn't and never want to live without you. Please do me the honour of becoming my wife, marry me Bella?" A small tear came down my left cheek. That was the most romantic thing anyone has ever done. I could hardly speak. But wait I have to answer.

"Yes, yes. Edward nothing in this whole world would make me happier." I knew at this moment if Edward could cry he would. He opened the back box and there lay the most beautiful ring I have ever seen. It suited Edward and I perfectly.

Edward took it out eh box and placed it on my finger.

"Perfect fit Bella, just like you and I." Edward's expression was so soft, so vulnerable I knew I had made him the happiest man alive.

"Thanks you Edward, it's so gorgeous. I can't wait to become your wife." I can't believe I just said that but it's the truth it's how I really feel, becoming Edward's wife will be the best decision I ever make. I know that now.