Please Don't Leave Me - A Dan And Phil Fanfiction

Phil

I was being frantic, but tried to hide it. I didn't know how else to contact Phil. I called again. No answer. "Phil, please." i said as i started to cry.
I went back to the flat and crawled up in my bed underneath my blankets and cried wanting Phil back. "Phil.. w-where did you go-o? Why d-did you leave m-me?" I was crying so hard that it was getting hard for me to breathe. I was clenching my phone so hard that i was kinda nervous that i would break it. That doesn't matter. Phil, my precious Phil is gone.

"You're the reason Phil left. You are just a fucking bitch to him. You are so weak aren't you Dan? Your so called "precious Phil" hates you. You are such a fucking attention hog. That's right. A hog. You should just kill yourself. Phil never cared about you. No one did. You just tricked your mind into thinking so. Just kill yourself already. You have no meaning to anyone. Phil didn't want to make you feel bad, so he hung around. Just stop, Dan. Just stop everything. Maybe someone will actually like you if you stop being an attention whore, being a bitch to everyone, and actually try to look decent. Cause we both know that you're ugly as fuck. Phil never fucking loved you. Do it. Do it now. Kill yourself." I felt as if i had to cry more, but i had no more tears to cry. Now i crying, but with no tears. I turned on phone seeing that Phil hasn't responded at all. My teeth clenched.

"He really doesn't care about me." I called Phil over and over again until he would answer. I called over thirty times till i gave up. It was now 10:17. I sighed as i remembered the night before.

"Dan?"

"Yes?"

"Can you help me with a video?"

"Sure, what do you need me to do?"

"Er, it's a surprise." I laughed.

"I don't like where this is going, but okay." We walked to Phil's bedroom and I took a seat on his white rug. Phil was standing in the doorway giving me a big grin. I smiled as i rolled my eyes at him. "C'mere." Phil said. I got up and looked at Phil. "I'm going to blindfold you in the video, okay?"

"Uh, sure i guess that's okay." We both sat on the bed and started recording.

"Hey, guys! Today i was on Twitter and I saw that someone asked if i could blindfold Dan and have him guess objects my feeling them. Now i know what you're saying, didn't i already do a video like this? Yes, yes i did. But this time it's EXTREME VERSION. I will blindfold Dan and if he guesses wrong, he has to take off an item of clothing. this will most likely be censored, but it will be funny...i hope." i was worried. w-what if this goes wrong and i will be naked in front of a camera? Landlord, please don't come. I gave a deep breath and let Phil tie a scarf around my eyes. "ready?"

"As ready as i'll ever be." I gave a smile as i felt Phil get off the bed. When he returned, he guided my hand to the object.

"Okay, we'll start off easy." I felt something hard with strokes in it. I cold somewhat feel out a body. The bottom was flat with spiky parts.

"Is it the wooden guinea pig?"

"Yes!" Phil left the bed again and i heard him exit the room. I heard him give a small laugh. He once again guided my hands to the object. It felt somewhat gooey, or slightly squishy. I had no clue what it was it was only about 5 centimeters big and it had a weird shape to it. I tried to think of what it could be. I was spending way too much time trying to figure it out. "Dan? Do you know what it is?"

"No..I have no clue what it could be i didn't know we had something this tiny and of this shape."

"So, you don't have an answer?"

"No." I started feeling anxious.

"It was my emu from the egg we got from Australia! Okay then, take off an item of clothing!" i sighed, stood up and decided that since Phil's camera doesn't show the middle of our stomachs, i would take my pants off. Phil helped so i couldn't fall over. I sat back down feeling extremely awkward especially because i couldn't see what Phil was doing. "Next item coming right up!" Phil yelled as he got up and left the room again. I heard him enter my room.

"Phil?"

"Hold on!" I Heard Phil run around in my room. I sighed. Phil ran back into the room and jumped down onto the bed. "Hold your hands out!"

"Okay." I did as i was told and held out my hands. Phil placed something big and light in my hands. "What the hell?"I heard Phil snicker. I felt sharp edges and flaps. "Wait, am I allowed to ask for hints?"

"Yes."

"Okay then, Phil please give me a hint.."

"In your skull." I was silent for about a minute until i realized it was the cardboard brain from my tour inside my brain video.

"Is it the cardboard brain?" i heard Phil sigh, obviously not wanting me to get it right.

"Yes! Good job Dan!"

"Are we done?"

"Yes." i took off my blindfold to see an upset Phil. I gave him a look that said Are you okay? Phil understood and he nodded. I gave him a smile and we did the outro. We turned off the camera and sat back down. "Dan?"

"Hmm?" i said as i got up to put my pants back on.

"I don't think you should put them back on." I stopped with a puzzled look on my face even though I knew what he meant.

"Okay.." i said as i put down my pants slowly. Phil gave me a seductive look as i sat down on his bed. My heart started to pound.

"C'mere Bear." Phil said as i sat closer to him, now posing on the bed more sexually. Oh, god. Oh, god. Oh, god. 2009. No. We haven't done anything in years. Why start now? I went closer to him and he started to massage my bulge. "Dan. You know I've always loved you. Dan, i want you-no scratch that. I NEED you. I want us to be like how we were in 2009. don't you want that, Bear?" i stuttered. How do I respond to that?!? I don't even know for sure if i still love him that way.

"I-i-i, uh.."

"You don't want that?" Phil stopped massaging my bulge and removed his hand. "This was a mistake. Sorry, i thought-ugh, i thought wrong. Sorry Dan." I felt like total shit. ugh why do i do this?

"N, Phil-" I said as Phil got up from the bed and left. I sighed and got up to follow him. I stopped him before he walked down the second flight of stairs. "Phil, i didn't mean it that way. I just-" i realized after all of the things we have been through as friends, that i could tell him how i felt. "-i still love you Phil. I still love you. Please, i just didnt really know how i could've said it."
"You could've said 'i still love you'!" Phil looked at me with hurt eyes.
"Im so sorry Phil. Im sorry i should've said it faster and in a different way." i relaxed releasing the tension i just had. "Im sorry for everything. Maybe, maybe you are better without me."
"Maybe i am. Bye, Dan. Oh, and also, the 'video' we 'recorded' was never even going on YouTube and wasn't recording. I did that for my own amusement." Phil walked down the steps and left. Phil left for a few hours, but returned later that night. I was rewatchin Stranger Things for the who knows how manyth time, when i heard the doorknob turn from the front door. I was a wreak with tear stained cheeks and thrown pillows throughout the room. "Dan, im back. Im sorry." Phil said as he ran up the steps into the lounge and hugged me tight. I just closed my eyes lightly.

"Phil, where the fuck did you go?" i mumbled as i walked slowly to the lounge with my fluffy grey blanket and flopped down on the couch. This is all just a bad dream. Please, i just want it to be over. I didn't mean to hurt Phil, even though he said that he forgave me for the night before. I tried to reach for the remote to the TV, but i couldn't reach it. I curled up into a ball and hid under the blanket and fell asleep.

In the morning, i woke up to my phone ringing. I ran to my room and picked my phone up. It was Phil. Oh my fucking god, i hope he is okay. My hands started to shake as i pressed answer. "H-hello?"
"Hello Daniel. There's something you need to know." the unrecognizable voice said on the other line.
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Hey guys, sorry it took so long for me to write this chapter (homework got in the way). I will try to update at least once a week. Who knows if that will actually happen because of my procrastination and homework. I hope you are liking the story so far!
-Hunter