~Lucy's P.O.V
" Its abaout Harry.. "
I look at Tucker and clutch my books closer to my chest. I'm nervous, I almost kissed him this morning.. He put his arms around my waist. We slept with each other last night, He called me an angle..
" Is it that new guy with the really pretty curls? " Tucker asked me while taking a step infront of me, which is blocking my path.
" y-y-yeah " I had to stutter that out
" Lucy, whats the matter? I dont like to see you like this.. " He puts his hands on my shoulder
I blink really fast, I can feel tears coming to my eyes.. Dont cry, dont cry, not here, not at school, dont break down. To late. I cry and go into Tuck's arms. Tuck puts his muscular arms around me tight and we walk out of the school. We walk towards the football field and sit at the furthest bleacher. Thats when Tuck brought out some kleenix and handed it to me, I wiped my tears away and tried to calm down.. I could feel Tuck's hand rubbbing my back.
" Lucy whats wrong? " he asks
" You know how Amy hits us and all? " I'm not supposed to tell anyone about Amy. but Tuck's been my bestfriend ever since kindergarden. I can trust Tuck with anything.
" did she hit you again? " He asked with concerned eyes
" well.." I can't get the words out, but the tears are coming back again
" Lucy, she can't be doing this.. we have to tell the poli-"
" No we can't Tuck.. I'm stuck there for how long? " I paused " Maybe I'll be there forever "
It was quite, I liked it.. No Amy to think about, Harry's not in sight to distract me, no Timmy or Jake. Just Tucker and I. I smiled at him and got up,
" Come on, we'll be late for first period " I say with a smile on my face
" I dont know how you do this you know " he says getting up and puts his hands in his pocket
" How I do what? " I asked confused
" How you cry for one minute and then you act like everythings okay, like I even believed it but, its just a cover up.. " He said the last part quietly. Just a cover up.
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I walk into my second period class, Harry's supposed to be here. I look around and he's no where in sight. I sit down where I usually sit in the back by the window. During class, I like to day dream and stare out the window. I like to Imagine what life would be like if my parents were still alive, like My baby sister or brother would go to school, My dad would have giving me away on my wedding day. My mother to hug me while I cry during my first break up, or even just to have all four of us just have fun on a saturday night. Lots of questions go through my head. What if your parents lives, yould I have ever met Harry? Would Amy still have kids come inter her home?
" ok class! Today we were going to start wit-" the teacher was talking but, someone knocked at the door.
The door opened and Aleah walked in, Last i seen Harry was with her this morning. Aleah sat down beside me. Once the teacher started class i whispered to her " Where's Harry?"
" I dont know, This morning we walked to Mr.Bass's room and when the bell rang he was the first one out of the classroom before I could ask him to the dance next month.." She said very quickly while digging in her purse.
I was stunned, like honestly? well, thats Aleah for you. She goes after boys. I didn't say anything after she said that. I just kept to myself. Harry could go with Aleah, I don'y look good in a dress. Harry looks so cute in a tuex. I never seen him in one but, all I know is that he must look really handsom in one. I smiled when Aleah nudged my arm, I looked at her and she nodded towards the class. I looked up and seen the teacher looking at me..
