What do you really see when you look at me..??
The person I am or the one you want me to be..??
A girl you can actually understand..
Talk to me, but not out of pity or demand..
The silent lonely chick..
Or the irritating emo that makes you tick..??
The fact that I don't care,
About what people say, even while I'm standing there..
That weird things entice me more..
Than makeup or the clothing store..
That I'm silent yet not,
Not pretty or even hot..
That I've never been kissed
Will never find a real boyfriend, no matter how hard I wished..
How "different" I am..
Like I pretend that I'm fine, when it actaully a sham..
The horrible things I do..
Just to get close to you..
Do you see the hurt in my eyes..??
Or do you just pretend to believe my lies..??
Is it safe to ask if you care..??
Even if I know you won't be there..
I've loved you all these years..
But you just chose to ignore my tears..
