He was nver mine

Addiction isn't good....

"Hey", I messaged him but he didn't reply,I waited  but e went offline,I waited and waited but he still have not seen my message.I slept waiting. In the morning the very first thing I did was to check his message and yes he did,oh God!! so many messages saying sorry,my face was filled with the same smile I get whenever I was with him.He had told that he wasn't ignoring my message but he had some internet issues and I replied  him no problem because I trusted him more than anyone even my own self.

The day went fine as usual and I waited to return home from the school as soon as possible because I was feeling anxiety for as I hadn't talked to him from the last whole night and was now dying to take my drug. As I reached home I messaged him and he replied in no time and I was filled with delight and was over the moon.We talked and talked and shared the things we did last night,I told him I was so very amazed when he didn't replied me and he told this would never happen and if yes he would first kill himself and I was angry from him for those words and  didn't realize it was the afternoon until my mother called me and I went, wishing him  the best.