I have been struggling desperately. Nobody knows how painful my life was. Nobody even seems to care, i don't want them either. I don't want to be pitied by anyone else.
Looking back those years, months and days. Those were never ordinary. I know somebody else got a bigger struggles than I have. But in my case, this is my own story.
Some live their lives out of their own ambitions. Some, because of what others force them to do. Some doesn't even have their reasons. They just want to live.
And before ,I am one of those who just want to live.