I Write About You ~Camren

Chapter 1

A/N
Entries in Camila's journal will be in italic.

Camila's POV
Why do I have to feel like this. It has been a year of me hiding that fact that I am completely in love with my best friend, and it has not gotten even slightly easier.
I mean you can't really blame me for falling for Lauren. She is everything anyone would even want in a partner. She cares about her friends and family. She is passionate about things she loves. She has such a dorky charm to her, not to mention that she is drop dead gorgeous.
When she came out to me last year, it was the perfect opportunity for me to come out as well. But guess who is a giant wuss? -.-
I just wish that I can-
My journal suddenly shut in my face in the middle of writing my sentence. I look up at who it is irritated. I faced my bully in this school, Becky.
Becky has been tormenting me since freshman year. Now we are both juniors and she still taunts me whenever she can. I don't tell my friends that she still bullies me cause last time I broke down in front of them because of her, I didn't like the looks of pity I got. I don't like having people feel bad for me.
"So Cabello, are you ever gonna get a life or are you just gonna spend it writing in that pathetic journal of yours." She spat these words in my face.
I ignored her and gathered my belongings and left the library to head to my locker. As I got up she blocked my way.
"Where are you going when I'm talking to you loser?" She slightly pushed me back.
"Just leave me alone!" I slightly yelled but my voice cracked in the middle. I hate how scared of her I am.
She snickered at my obvious voice crack and walked away.
When she was out of my sight, I released the breathe I didn't know I was holding and slowly headed to my locker.
I quickly opened my locker to get the books I needed for the rest of the day. I suddenly felt someone wrap their arms around my waist and I knew exactly who it was.
"Hey there camz." I loved that nickname. Only she ever called me that, and that makes it very special to me.
"Hey laur, I haven't seen you all day." I outed slightly and turned to face the green eyed beauty.
"Yeah, I spent lunch with Normani helping her with her Chemistry homework." She mimicked my pout but then quickly smiled. "At least we both have a free period now!" She said excited.
"Yeah let's go to the music room!" She nodded and grabbed my hand as we made our way down the halls hand in hand.
While to Lauren, this might just be a simple physical interaction that all friends do, I felt electricity rush from the hand she was holding. I always find myself craving her touch, even in the smallest ways.