Brendon's pov
"I saw the most beautiful creature ever i've never been so nervous in my life, i know she's just a fan but she's so pretty"
"Hi, who should i make this to" i said trying to hide that im nervous
"To (your name) she said"
"Her voice her voice is so beautiful its so calm and i just have to ask her out" i thought "oookay brendon be cool be cool"
Your pov
"I love how he sings i've been a fan of panic at thedisco since their first song." I thought.
He was wearing flip flops which i found funny because i never really knew how i felt about flip flops on a guys. He's really hot though... but he would never be interested in me. I mean he's a rockstar and im just a journalist that works at an office. Then when he finished signing my photo he asked me if we could hang out at a bar near the venue. I was so excited and confused does he really like me?? He maybe just want to hook up for a one night stand. I said yes because i wont go too far and we are just gonna drink and im gonna leave after it. We went to the bar and he ordered two beers we talked while we drank.
Brendon's pov
I really wanted to get to know her she seemed very nice. So i decided to take her to a bar me and my band mates used to go to when we were taking breaks from rehearsals. I asked her about her job.
(Your name): i work at billboard magazine i'm an editor.
Brendon: that's cool.
Your pov
I tried not to tell him that i wanted to interview him because i kinda liked him. I just needed to ask him the questions without him knowing.
He seems really nice and i really want to not blow my shot with him.
(Your name): so how does it feel being a rockstar and following your dreams?
Brendon: well its great i mean i've always dreamed of singing my heart out on stage.
Ugh i felt so guilty doing this secret interview.
(Your Name): who inspired you to make this kind of music?
Brendon: well a big artist that inspired me was frank sinatra he is an amazing singer.
We chatted and we laughed. We basically covered talking about our whole lives it was like there was no such thing as time.
I looked at my watch and i found out that it was 12:00 in the midlle of the night
(Your name): oh shoot i gotta get home because i have work tomorrow.
(Brendon): do you want a ride i could take you it would be faster and safer?
(Your name): of course yes thank you so much.
(Brendon): no problem
We got into brendon's car and then he started driving. I told him the adress and when we were close...
(Brendon): tonight was fun i really want to see you again.
(Your name):of course i had fun too and i would love to see you again.
The next day in the morning
I woke up tired from last night and i get ready for work. I arrive at work and my coworker informs me that mr.john wanted to see me.i went to his office and he asked me about the comcert and will the review be ready by today.
(Your name): it was er... great im going to go work on the review right now.
I decided not to write about how me and brendon hung out because it was between us and besides i'll just write a review i dont want to ruin something special about my personal life.
I wrote it and i showed to my boss.
Mr.john: its not good enough i feel like something is missing.
(Your name): i dont know i thought that it was pretty good.
(Mr.john): but pretty good isn't enough for this magazine.
(Your name): im sorry i dont know what i did wrong.
(Mr.john): i bought you a backstage ticket so that you could interview him.why didnt you?
(Your name): i dont know i just didnt get the chance.
(Mr.john): YOU DIDNT GET THE CHANCE? he yelled.
(Your name):i i i i'm sorry... you just didnt ask me to interview him you just asked me to write a review of the concert.
(Mr.john): there are millions of people out there who deserve this job and you just didnt get the chanc to interview him huh? Okay that's just great... YOU'RE FIRED!
(Your name): no please just give me another chance please i'll do whatever you want.
(Mr.john): fine go out with me
(Your name): excuse me
(Mr.john): just like you heard me.
I knew that if i didnt go i'll lose my job so
I said yes.
I arrived at his house that night and i promised myself to just have dinner and not anything else. Because i just really cant forget brendon.
I wore my worst clothes ever i just wore sweats.
I met him and he told me that i looked beautiful...
(Your name): hi *i said forcing myself to smile*
(Mr.john): hey there (your name).. dinner is on its way.
(Your name): oookay
Now that i know he likes me and i dont like him back i just should've quit instead of going to his house.
It was awkward between us unlike with brendon even though i only met brendon for one night i felt an instant connection between us.
I sat on the couch not knowing what to say.
(Mr.john):sooo how are you?
He said as he sat next to me.
(Your name): im fine thank you.
He leaned closer.
(Mr.john):umm sooo do you have a boyfriend?
(Your name):no no i dont.
He leaned closer and then suddenly he tryed to kiss me.
(Your name): what the hell?? Why would you do that? are you insane?
(Mr.john):yooohooo calm down... i really like you... you're beautiful.
(Your name): ummm you're my boss are you out of your mind.. go to hell you idiot.
(Mr.john): how dare you.
(Your name): oh i dare alright... i quit.
I exited the apartment and i got into my car crying. I just needed a break from everything. I decided to go to the last place i ever felt happy. The bar. It was the same bar that i went out with brendon to.
