I thought about two parts... well it went over this will still be soonyoung.
"You"
I'm sorry i must of heard wrong. what the doo doo head say? "What?"
"I'm sorry i really am..i know about jeonghan. But i can't hurt him-"
" then don't go out with him."
"I can't. And i won't i love you.."
"No you can't."
"Just do it for me."
He nodded and went back inside
---time skip (a month later)---
Jeonghan was with his boyfriend. And i was with them that day. Something shouldn't happen but it did.
We were walking to find seats because jeonghan went to grab drinks for the three of us. I held Joshua's hand under the table but after for a long while i saw Joshua leaning in. We were interrupted by jeonghan. And his face filled with disgust and disappointment. He came up to me and slapped me across my face.
"Don't you ever talk to me. I hate you. I hope you die!" And he stormed off.
After that day i tried contacting him but he shunned me but if i did talk to him he would call me a slut,hoe, cocksucker. Along with everybody at the school and it hurt so much. I tried to change so they can forget. But i couldn't nor could they. He never understood why i lost some much weight after periods of time of not seeing him. I guess i add too much weight for anybody to love me. I'm a fat worthless shît. Nobody loves me not even my parents. They left me and so did my only friend..
