Deja
Today I was planning to see my mom Aimee. She has been in the valley recovery center of California for about 3 months. See I was 15 years old when my mom and dad got a divorce after being together for ten years. They were high school sweet hearts ..Dad was the trouble type and well my mom she was the smart geeky type..I always asked my dad how did they even last that long because they were so not alike and dads response always was the same, well babygirl he would say smiling thats why I fell in love with your momma in the first place..Right after high school my mom got pregnant with me and dad started having trouble getting a job. So he turned to the only thing that he knew would bring him fast and good money. Well that was the drug game. Business took off thru the roof with my dad only running it for a couple of months.. My Dad and mom Aimee were like The Obama's of scaramento everybody knew them and love them..The money was flowing in so good that my mom quit her job and became a stay at home mom. My dad was always gone running the streets chasing a dollar for his girls.. See my dad started staying out all night and coming home in the wee morning. That's when my mom's drug habit started. See it started off as her just taking a lil cash to her snatching big amounts out of ny dad's stash. So much money started coming up missing that it led to my mom and dad fighting every other night. By the time I turned 15 dad filed for a divorce. my dad knee my mom was on drugs He just wanted for her to get help. He thought that doing this would make her change. He even got custody of me. But when time came for my mom to sign the papers her ass vanished, disappeareded in thin air.This tore me up because I loved both parents.. but my dad didn't want me to have shit to do with her, but how can I cut off my mom. I mean shit she birthed me... When I turned 17 I talked my dad into giving my mom another chance like the naive daughter I was. I should have listed to her when he told me to not let her back into my life because she was always gonna disappoint me. Well he did give her a second chance and we really thought she changed. By this time I real big in music and my dad help me get time in studios because of his connects. sometimes he would even match what Eva I made to go toward my studio time and my carreer ..I tried to share my passion with my mom but she' just couldn't get it right .. one day we woke up and my mom was nowhere to be found it didn't take long for the bank to contact me and inform me that 20,000 been withdrawals from my account I was devastated... I had lost everything that I worked so hard to build. I cut her ass off after that and didn't look back ... That was years ago though. Now here I am 20 yrs old and my mom been rehab for 3 months and I was standing in the office about to see her because again I love my mother... Aimee please I told the receptionist. Hold on the lady behind the desk said I will call her to the front. Ok I replied sitting down at the table. I watched my mom come out the back looking at me. Deja she said looking at me with tears in her eyes. I felt bad immediately when I saw her face. Hey mom I said standing up and pulling her into a hug. I'm sorry she said sobbing I'm sorry for everything. I know mama I said as just held her and wiped away the tears that was falling freely from my eyes. We sat down and started talking. We talked for hours forgetting what happened in the past. It felt good to sit and talk to my mom like this. I missed her in my life. Baby girl she said grabbing my hand im being released in a couple of weeks she said looking me in my eyes. I been clean for almost a month. I think I can do this she said looking at me. The only problem is I have no place to go and I don't wanna go right back into the streets that would only make me relapse she said grabbing my hand harder. I looked at my momma with the love a daughter was supposed to always have for her. Don't worry momma I got you I said kissing her cheek. I will be back to get you when your released I said as the lady told us visitation time was over. I looked at my mom as they took her back to the back. I love you I said looking at her. I love you too baby girl she mouthed as the door shut behind her. I hopped in my car and.just sat and cried. I missed my mom in my life I really did. Seeing her today brought back so many good memories. It reminded me that I needed her back in my life. I got you momma I said to myself as I started yo my car and left. I pulled into our apartment complex and just sat and thought. 10 mins later I finally made my way into our apartment. I wanted to talk to my dad and let him know that I went and seen my mom today. I was gonna keep to myself about the part of me getting my student loan out the bank and getting her a place the day she got out. I didn't want my dad tripping. He doesn't want me to have shit to do with her period. After she stole from me it was s wrap on his and her relationship. I was my daddy's only child so be holds me close to his heart. And when my mom Stole my money that me and my dad had worked so hard to save he completely disowned her. I tried to talk him out of it but he wasn't listening. Daddy I said stepping into the house...Demar
5:00 am came and my alarm went off I got up washed my face brushed my teeth and said my morning prayer as I do everyday.. Prayer is the only reason why I got this far I believed. My mom always said "a man who doesn't pray lives backwards" it was funny things like this that made me miss her alot it's Been 6 years since she passed and each day is harder than the day before .I haven't seen her or Eddy in a while and It's been months since I killed Tyson .. I realize d Killing Tyson didn't make me feel better because my brother was still gone .I got dressed grabbed my drugs and made my way out heading to Long Beach to visit my mom and Eddy It been well overdue .I notice this strange car sitting out side the apartment same one I seen snooping around for weeks now tinted windows outta state plates fed shit i didnt put too much thought in it through I jumped in the car and left.Arriving at the cemetery I put flowers on my mama grave told her I love her and went to Eddy's .. I Sat down next to his headstone and the tears just came...I pulled out a rolled up blunt that was in my pocket and layed it on his grave, I knew if he was alive right now he beTalkin shit cracking jokes..I said my good byes I and headed back to Tremont my new home because I couldn't never see my self livin in Long Beach again not without those two..I pulled into Tremont made a couple serves and went to the apartment. I had enough money and I got to use to how things worked in Tremont it was time to upsize I thought to myself..Quan pulled up and him and a dude I never saw before got out...They walked up and got inside my car I shook Quan hands as he introduced me to QUADIR .Mike right hand man He 22 years old like me and very trigger happy ..He watches the apartment and make sure the money get collected...I didn't like him it was something about him that didn't sit well... QUAN told me about this deal we had goin down in Vegas , he said this was major and we needed this, large amount of money was involved I said cool when does this go down he said NOW..Let go...A few hours later our plane landed in Vegas Me and Quan was at a club owned by a Mexican mob .. We was escorted to the back of the club in a basement where Mr Fernando was at ..Two suitcase sat infront of him nothing but hundreds in them...Mr Fernando was talking to Quan but Quan was nervous he made everyone in the room uncomfortable so I stepped in and got the deal sold .Fernando was so impressed by my performance he gave me a card and offer me a position with him , he gave me time to think about it.. Quan and I was on the next plane back to Sacramento with a little under a 100k with us we landed and Quan said he got text a from QUADIR to do a drop off. That was the last time I saw Quan alive...2:00 Am came and my phone ring it was Mike, appearantly Quan never made the drop off and was shot multiple times and the money he had came up missing Mike was Furious. he said I was the last one with him and he wanting his fuckin money and hung up.. the next day I call up QUADIR I told him I needed his help I needed this, I had to get This money ASAP. After being on the phone another 30 mins we came up with this plan to invest in a club to make fast but legal money ..Club Eddy was born all I had to do was get the boss man approval ......
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