This Is Love [Hiatus]

Prologue

       All i ever could think is love. Well, not all the time. What could possibly go wrong if I fell in love with someone? It's been days and I'm still can't forget about her. I am a such coward and I even can't confess to her. What am I supposed to do? Whenever I see her , I thought I have the gut to confess my feelings or even had a chance to talk to her but as usual my 'bozo' best friend will interrupt of my attempt to talk to her. Everytime I think about it, I feel like I should give up on her and move on but I hesitated. As I think more of it, I feel like I am so stupid to say this kind of stuff. I should at least confess to her. Well, like most of the people say you never know unless you try.

    Before I continue my own story, my name is Joel. I'm sixteen and few months old. I'm about 5ft 8 inches tall with average muscles. I have black spiky hair. I love playing basketball and badminton. I have a best friend, George, he is the kind of guy who loves to mix with girls sometimes with guys while I'm the guy who is very shy. I don't really talk to girls much. I always try to avoid sitting with girls whenever school period or class. It's kinda embarassing. I always get nervous when I sit next to a girl. Wherever a girl asks me a question, I would be like,'He...ll..o'. I will always say no when a girl says that I am a very shy person and guess what I say.'Obviously...not..,'

     One day in the middle of March, I met a girl, Roxanne. She has auburn hair and being 5'5, brown eyes, fair skin with a scar on her right eyebrow and a thin stature. She was talking to her friend while I was looking at her from the back. She saw me looking at her and I quickly looked another side. It was quite embarassing. She chuckled and her friend looked behind to see who was looking at Roxanne. Then, the next thing I knew was they were talking about me, that's what I thought. My heart was beating very faster. Is like I have found someone which is so beautiful, pretty and attractive. I couldn't take my eyes of her since that day. Each time, we, students line up, I would try to find her while sitting on my line. My best friend, George would normally ask me stupid questions which I could not ever answer it, not even in a million years wherever he sees me finding for someone or something.

      ''What are you looking at, Joel?'' George was curious about what was I looking at. 

''Just some random stars in the sky, problem?'' I said and looked at the sky as soon as he said that to me. 

    ''Dude, if u need some help with girls, I be there for you, bro,'' he said and punched my shoulder and looked in front. 

     I was like obviously I will not ask him for his help. He is so fucked up. I just need someone way better than him but I couldn't find any. I am not that social with people. 

    There she was, walking along the route towards the assembly. As usual, before we start to go to class, our principal and discipline teacher will give a speech about whatever stuffs we did and warnings to us.

   I should really confess to her one day....but maybe not one day but I really should because it is really disturbing that it always appears in my head and I couldn't concentrate on studies or whatever is teacher teaching. During recess, I run everywhere to find her and I finally found her. I was catching my breath while looking at the ground. Panting, panting. Then, I looked at her face to face. ''Hello, my name is.....

   Before I could continue my words, she interupts my speaking and says ''Yes, I know who you are and my name is Roxanne. Glad to meet you,'' she smiled and offering me a handshake. 

   I was too shy but I tried hiding my feelings towards her away, so I accepted it and shook her hand. I was quite happy that I was able to get to know her. The more I know her, the more I can get towards her. Well, what can I say,''This Is Love''.

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Hope you guys like it. I'm from Malaysia. I'm just 14 years old. Even though my grammar might be not good, I just hope it is an interesting story for you guys out there to read. Thank you. By the way, this is a prologue. I will continue writting if I got time. I'm a busy boy, studying hard for good results.