I sluggishly walk into my house and wonder upstairs. I wanted to die. I was falling for him. He was falling for me.. the way he kissed me today.. I shake my thoughts from my head and walk to my window seat and grab my trusty army life and pull hoodie off just revealing a sports bra. I get some sweatpants on. I open my window to let the fresh air into my room. The tears fell down my face as that moment played back into my head. Was I just played by him? I needed to be strong... it was so difficult to not melt down there.. he didn't even look for me.. I could be dead for all he knows. I wish I died today. All the happy memories playback in your head and you take a swipe of the army knife on my bare skin. Thank you for showing me happiness.. another swipe as the blood poured from the precious slice. I had no family.. no friends I was alone. I wanted to see his face... but I couldn't.. I missed the way he hugged me and told me how beautiful I was. I don't know why I'm crying he never liked me I was just a joke.. a stupid fucking joke! I hate you jeon Jungkook another swipe of the fine, sharp blade. The blood wouldnt stop. I never want to see him. I receive a text from him. My cut wrist shaking as the blood poured out. Please remove me from this world.
Messages:
Kookie😘 I need to meet you tomorrow at 1:00 see you at the park
You K
Seen
I cry and walk towards the bath and run a cold bath. I sit in it while until the cuts get washed you cry even more from the pain.. I hate My life.
You get changed and go to sleep. In the morning you put your hair in a messy bun and wear this
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when your done it's 12:39 you decide to walk up the park and the whole way you was wondering why he wanted to meet you. Was it about last night? He didn't even come after me.. it will be so awkward.. my mind was drifting off until then, I reach the park and see Jungkook standing under a shaded tree. Nervously, I walk towards him.
No heys or hi's
"I'm leaving." Jungkook talks in a serious tone
"You're serious right? Don't joke with me Jungkook"
"Do I look like I'm joking?"
"I'm moving in with my dad and my girlfriend Kristy is coming."
