Party

At the party

Me and my boyfriend went to a party having fun i was smiling then I turn around then I seen my ex my smile went away I look down my boyfriend seen me he ask me what wrong I look up with a fake smile and I said nothing babe he  know something was wrong  he said plz talk to me I know something is wrong I ask him why is my ex here he said get over it U with me you need to forget what happen between y'all I hug him and I said ok baby giving him a kiss on his lip then I got upset about something I walk off a little bit from people my ex grab me putting his hand around my mouth with a knife in his hand he told me to follow him I was so scared he push me on the ground and got on top of me I scream For my boyfriend with tears going down my face I said where are you hoping he will come my ex said he maybe having sex with a nether girl that what happened when people get drunk. I cry trying to push him off he hold me down pulling my dress up I start kicking and he told me to stop I didn't he pull out his knife and point it at my throat I stop with tears dropping from my cheek he start having sex with me. Some guy ask my boyfriend where your girl at he looking around and said I don't know they start yelling my name no answer they start looking around for me yelling my name my ex heard them and he got up pulling up his boxer and pants and run off l laying on the ground crying my eyes out a guy yelled I find her my boyfriend start running where I'm at he ask me what happened I didn't say anything I didn't want to look at him his friend walk to me asking what wrong I look at him  I said really it all ur fault he ask me what did I do I pull up my panties and pull down my dress I got up went to my boyfriend truck I lock the door he try to open it he said really what is wrong why u not talking to me btw I have the key and he unlock the door he got into the truck trying to talk to me I row over annoying him and he said wow I'm trying to be there for you but you won't talk to me I look at him and said you party is more important then me you never new I was gone for a long time you didn't care where I was at he said I'm sorry baby with tears going down his face I said I got rape he start crying his eyes out he got out of the truck and start hitting stuff I got out saying baby stop plz with tears going down my face I grab him and he look at me falling down on his knees saying I'm sorry I hold him and said it fine he said no it not I hate my self and I said no don't baby your the best thing happen to me it my fault I should of stayed where you was at but I didn't he said no it my fault I should of know you was gone he fall asleep on me  i was moving my hand on his hair then I fall asleep.