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DONT LOVE YOU NOMORE

      (that night)    

I was crying in my bed and I couldn't believe wat I heard my DAD MY DAD was down stairs I though he was gone gone I heard a knock at my door wat I said its Me Baby come in I said  he came in and say at the edge of the bed Baby girl hear Me out I know I mess up big time nigga I said ok big time we was 17 I didn't know what to do Baby girl so you miss 17 years of my life because you I was 17 and didn't know what to do my mom didn't know wat to do and she Work tht shit out and been there for Me so your excuse don't Work nigga she is my mom/dad you are a stranger I don't love you no more I use to stay up all night every day still I was 13 wondering when daddy coming home when was your birthday so I can make you a card and song happy birthday and fatherday  I hate tht day cause you was not there for Me to make you one  Christmas u never there to give Me present never my birthday you never there to song Me happy birthday or buy Me cake or present I never had a nice life I been threw hell and back stage 1 stage 2 all the damn stages I even said you was a dead men I never had a birthday I was afaird affaird you will never show up and every body daddy love them but you you to busy worry about your life but not mines if you didn't want Me you should of never fuck my mom/dad stranger I never had a dad figure to help Me with bad guys  cause they all end up like you I never had a dad to protect Me argue with or even disobey never because you was never there so get OUT NOW AND DON'T TALK TO ME NIGGA!!!!!!

With tht he walk out so much off my shoulder I can finally sleep without crying

     (Shara: keke mommy)

Devon just give her time she is adapting to all this and its hard on her she going threw a lot with boys and school just let her breath and this can a Work out some how  :-(

Devon: she Hates Me my own and only daughter hates me

Shara: she don't hate you she upsat and when she mad she say crazy stuff she don't means I know

Devon:.all she wanted was me a dad I couldn't give tht to her at all

Shara: don't beat your self up but how we going to tell her the serect you kept from her

Devon: I don't know but I think of I tell her she gonna hate me more

Shara: we tell her tommrow when she come from school and singing lessons ok

Devon: fine thnx for helping me Sarah  u are the best I should never had left like tht when u needed me the most

Shara: no problem k and remember she don't hate you ok  :-)

Devon:.ok but I see u tomorrow got to tell the other ones the news bye

Shara: bye Devon

°Was tht wrong wat keke said?

°Wat is they keeping from her?

°is keshia going to flip out about the news?

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