Revenge Is The Best Diet

Chapter One

-Fays POV-

"Babe... im sorry... you know this is hard for me too"

I couldn't make out any words and looked down as Cindy smirked.

All those memories of us being together, laughing, cuddling, saying we love each other. It was all fake. He just felt bad for me.

He picked my hands up, "Fay?..."

I still couldn't make out a single word. As it felt like a 20 ton animal was now sitting on my chest. I may have not been able to talk but I could still do actions. So, I pulled my arms away angrily.

"You're an as a**hole...." I said with tears blurring my vision.

"Come on Fay. Please forgive me. We can still be friends, right?" He gave a nervous smile.

"After 5 years.... you think I could ever be just a friend?"

"Babe, this is boring." Cindy states and pushes me against the wall. "Listen you fat f**k, no one cares about you, and certainly not your little ex boyfriend, get it through your head. YOU... ARE... NOTHING!" She said raising her voice slightly near the end.

I walked around her and looked up at Julian. "Fay?" He asked softly. I backhand slapped him. "I don't EVER want to see or speak to you again!" And I walked away.

I turned around at the corner of the hallway to see a furious Cindy trying to comfort Julian as he held his hand to his face.

I ran into the bathroom trying to clear up the eyeliner and mascara that was dripping along my cheeks. After clearing off my face I noticed my tear stained cheeks. "I'm nothing..." I said softly to myself.

I heard the bell ring and decided he wasn't going to ruin my day. I made my way to my first period.

I sat down at the back waiting for the teacher. Mr. Henderson came in 4 minutes late and I was glad he was here. All the students noticed and sat in their seats. As he took call I noticed Julian was in my class, as well as Cindy. I looked out the window not trying to hide the tears.

Someone walked into class but I didn't pay much attention. I was broken, physically and mentally hurt and I just laid my head down.

"I'm Damien.... im a new transfer student. Sorry I'm late Mr Henderson." He gave the teacher a tardy pass and couldn't seem to find a seat. Mr Henderson cleared his throat and raised his eyebrow at the boy who just stood their. I heard many whispers and people choking back a laugh. I waved my hand motioning for him to come. And he did.

I removed my bag from where it was and allowed him to sit next to me. He pouted. "It's cause im fat isn't it?" I said looking away hurt.

"What? No of course not!" He said in a hushed tone. "I'm just really shy and... you're really pretty..." He said blushing. "Me?... pretty?" I thought to myself and smiled. He noticed me smiling and grinned happily.

I could already tell he was practically a child. I swung my feet and took notes. Sometimes I'd catch Julian looking at me but ignored it and continued smiling. Maybe this year wasn't a total waste.

After class I took Damiens class schedule and noticed we had the same classes. I grabbed his hand and started taking him to our next class, "w-where are we going?" "To our next class silly." I smiled at him brightly. After our second class was lunch, which I took him to that too.

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I saw Cindy sitting on Julian's lap and felt a tear stroll down my face. Damien wiped the tear from my face with a worried look. "Are you okay?"

I wasn't. I was just acting like I was. I wasn't friends with anyone so when he asked me I softly laid my head on his shoulder crying "no... im n-not." I said between sobs.

"Wanna talk about it?" I nodded and told him everything.

"He my friend. Is an a**hole. Don't pay attention to him." I nodded and my stomach growled. "Are you hungry?" He asked. And I shook my head. "No.... im okay." And that's how it started. My anorexia problems.

I hadn't eaten that night at dinner either. I was starting to get hungry but forced myself not to eat. It got easier as the days passed. Everyday in breakfast and lunch I'd simply say I wasn't hungry. The only thing I'd eat and drink was a piece of bread and water. Just enough to keep myself alive.

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