Vision

Jonghyun was always curious about that one boy in his class, the teacher told them that he had vision problems. Everyone was ahead of him and he needs the assistance from the teachers, being a that kid with special needs often triggers bullying.

Jonghyun was an outcast, he had anxiety from the bullying, the emptiness, no one was there for him.

"Hey can you see this?" Jonghyun heard laughter from the hallway, "You are useless."

He took a peak at what's going on, its that boy again.

He was being pressed against the lockers by a boy slightly taller and larger than the average pupils. "Why are you so quiet? Can't you hear me? So you're deaf now?" The taller one continued to teased making a huge scene with pupils crowding around them.

Jonghyun ran up to them and pulled the taller away from the sobbing blonde. "Leave him alone."

"Oh I thought I dealt with you yesterday?" The bully gave the brunette a flick on the forehead. "Get away from me."

"I said leave him alone. Punch me, Kick me, do whatever you want. Just leave him alone." Jonghyun tried his best to defend the blonde with his body, pressing his back against him.

The bully gave him a small smirk followed by chuckle, he lifted his fist and swinged it against the brunette's cheek. Jonghyun didn't budged, he winced from the sharp pain but he still remained in his position. He could feel the blonde tugging on his shirt begging him to stop.

"Enough with this immature fights and get back to class." Everyone dispersed from the crowd as soon as a teacher appeared. Jonghyun sighed in relief and turned to look at the blonde still trembling behind him.

"Are you okay?"

"Why"

"What?"

The blonde lifted his head, his long and messy bangs still covering his eyes. Jonghyun felt his heart tightened as he saw tears on the younger's cheek. He studied his face in silent ;the younger had sharp cheek bones, a small button nose and bow shaped lips.

"Why did you defend me like that?" The younger looked down at his fingers.

"No one should be treated like that." He answered while lifting the younger's head with his finger. The blonde blushed and turned away.

The younger lets his fingers run across the older's bruise gently, earning a wince from him. "Your cheek."

Jonghyun smiled and pushed the younger's hand away, "It's nothing."

"What's your name?"

"Kim Kibum. Yours?"

"Kim Jonghyun."

Jonghyun chuckled and looked at his watch, "We better get to class." He turned away from the younger and felt a tight grip on his wrist.

"Thank you, Jonghyun."

That's where it all started, Kibum and Jonghyun became the bestest friends. The bullying went on their whole school year, they self harmed, their anxiety grew and grew, but they never gave up because of each other's presence. They encourage each other and gave each other hope.

Kibum's vision problems got worst, its gone to the point where he needed Jonghyun as his guidence. Jonghyun didn't mind it at all, spending time with Kibum makes him forget about the unhappy things happening around him. 

"Don't you want to cut your front bangs? They've stayed the same length ever since I met you. I've never actually seen what your eyes look like before." Jonghyun stated while pouting slightly.

"But I like it, it hides my eyes. Which is the main reason why my life is a mess right now. Why would I show something that made me depress?" Kibum lowered his head and smiled bitterly while playing with his fingers.

"Not even for me Bummie?" The older said with a slightly higher pitch while tugging on the younger's arm making the blonde laugh at his friend's immatureness. "For your Jongie?"  The younger never changed his answer. 

"No."

"Please.." 

"My eyes are my weakness." 

Jonghyun realised the tone of his friend's voice changed, he stopped and apologised as he didn't want to upset him any further. He just wanted to see what his eyes looked like, he wanted to know the shape of them, the colour, the size. He just wanted to stare into them as they stared into his. He tried to convince the younger to lift his bangs up for once but the blonde refused, always ending the topic with the same sentence. 

"My eyes are my weakness." 

His heart always weakens from those words, making him move on to another completely unrevelant topic.

Years had passed, they finally graduated from High School. They finally had freedom, no more bullying. On their graduation, Jonghyun confessed his love to Kibum, he had feelings for the blonde ever since they started being friends. But he was afraid to confess, there were so many things happening to mainly the both of them in school and coming out as a gay couple would only make it worst.  Finally Jonghyun built up the courage and confessed with the words that blew Kibum away.

"Kim Kibum, I'm in love with you. Everything about you takes my breath away, you voice, your personality. Every touch you gave me releases butterflies in my heart. Whenever I hear you talk about your self in a negative way, my heart gets torn apart. Kibum, you are beautiful. don't let insecurity ruin the beauty you were born with. We fought our way through high school, you made me strong and you gave me hope. Kim Kibum will you be my boyfriend?" 

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