i saw you crying in the bathroom,
again.
i beat up those guys that were bullying you.
i wish you would've told me they were the reason you always had bruises on your body.
no matter how much it hurt seeing you cry in that bathroom i didn't say anything because i knew i was just going to make everything worse,
but being me i went in there and held you so close to me.
that was the first time in months i got to hold you in my arms again,
but why did you push me away?
you pushed me away and said that you weren't a charity,
that i couldn't just donate a little bit of kindness and suddenly be considered a good person.
i had never seen you so angry before,
behind those tears was a raging forest fire that i had caused,
and i can't stop it.
you left me there.
i think this was the first time i had ever felt this much pain,
it was the pain of losing you.
{i.jb}
