I LOVE YOU

after the wedding

Mag kahawak kamay kaming pumasok sa condo nya..
dumiretso kami sa kwarto....

He did'nt say anything
He just look me in the eye at tinulak nya ako bigla,mabuti nalang malambot ang kama kaya hindi ako nasaktan..
Nakaramdam ako ng takot sa kanya...
Lumayo sya ng kunti sakin and
He said
"Don't move" with conviction in his voice.
Napa tanga nalang ako.
Dahan dahan nyang hinubad ang suite nya,leaving only his boxer short..
Lumapit sya isang cabinet at may kinuha sya duon..
A rope  and big scissor

OMG anong binabalak nya

Nanginginig nko..i don't know if it's because i'm scared or i'm excited... i really don't  know...

Hinawakan nya ang pisngi ko dahan dahan...napapikit ako ng parang may mumunting kuryinting dumay saking pisngi patungo sking ka ibutoran..

Naramdaman ko nalang hinawakan nya ang dalawang kamay ko at tinalian nya ako..mabilis ang mga kilos nya..
Napa dilat ako..
Atbigla nalang nyang Tinaas ang kamay ko sa may ulo ko at itinali nya ako sa kama...
Sunod nyang ginaw...
He spread my legs apart
At itinali ang paa ko
sa magkabilang poste ng kama

I can't move..i feel helpless...
I started to cry..

"Shhh..baby don't cry...
i promise it wont hurt..just a little"he said
Hindi ko alam kong anong nangyari pero dahil sa sinabi nya huminahun ako...
I stop crying
I sight
He touch my hair..my cheeks my neck,he stop and get the scissor and hold my dress and cut it all the way to the top...
All i did is close my eyes..
Until his done torn my wedding dress..
He also cut my bra and underware..
I'm naked..
"Finally"he said

"Jame please" i begg
I'm scared..there were something in his eyes that tell me to stay away from him..
But it's to late...

He touch me again in my cheeks to my neck down to my breast
I just close my eyes
And waited...for what's going to happen next..

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