Need Saving

Why ?

Chapter 1.......

BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!! quickly I reach out to my alarm clock that was sitting on my night stand and shut it up. Hoping that it didn't wake my father. God only knows he would be pissed if I woke him up! Laying back down on my bed I stare and my old white ceiling, knowing that this was probably the only relaxing moment I will get before I have to get up and face my enemy and the world. A.K.A Enemy meaning my father who has his mind set on making my life miserable and suckish!! The though of my father Made me cringe looking down to my arms to see the big bruise on my arms where he had grabbed and dragged me across the floor. Looks like I will be wearing long sleeve today on this hot summer day. I think to my self as I get out of bed.

I go to my closet and grabbed and long black sleeved shirt with some sweats because jeans were to tight for me to wear. I only wear them when I have to like when scott wants to show me off to his friends then I would but other than that I can't It puts to much pressure on my legs when I walk crazy huh. that is probably do to all the bruises and cuts but ya. I go over to my cracked mirror and look at my self I looked like I've been run over by a truck. I have bags under my eye my face was pale I looked like crap. but I quickly comb my hair up in to a pony tail and make my way down stair to cook My father scott breakfast before he wakes. But it was to late by the time I was down the stairs he was sitting at the table reading the news paper. That was until he saw me.

"WHAT THE HELL TOOK YOU SO LONG!!!" He roared with anger getting up out of his chair watching me. I quickly walk past him to get to the fridge but didn't make it instead the back of my head was connected with his hand making me lose my balance.

"ARE YOU DEAF? I KNOW YOU HEARD ME!" He said taking me by the back of my hair and pulling me over to him. I couldn't speak I know this seems crazy but I was so scared the I couldn't speak I try to tell him why but nothing came out tears threatening to come but I hold them back. out of no were his fist hit me right in the jaw. Making my vision a little blurry please i'm sorry I won't do it again please! I try to say but again my voice was useless. " Whatever I swear your useless, go to school I don't need another call from your principal asking why you didn't show today. but be home at 3 sharp I I'm going to need you to cook a nice meal today some important people are coming over oh and I need you to clean this house it a fucking mess!" he demand I wince when he shoved me out the door.

The pain of not being wanted has passed im over it. I would love to say I feel somthing other than pain but I don't I guess after everything that happen i could care less i always say same shit diffrent day right . wake up get yelled at, beat, go to school, work, make dinner hear him bitching about god knows what that time and than head to bed.

I tried to open the door to go and get my bags but he locked me out great! So I start walking to school wondering who the important people are? Why dose this happen to me of all people why me??

I get to school and again I see people staring at me in disgust people laugh at me. I would say that it hurt to see that but at this point I don't even care my goal is to get threw the day with out another bruise or broken bone , I just go to my locker put in the code 28-07-16 and of course it open I don't have a lot in there just a note pad and a pens just incase something like this happens. I grab my stuff and head to my class which was U.S. History. I sit all the way in the back into the corner not wanting to be by anyone. I watch people after people come and take there seat. and then I see the famous blake leaning against the wall acting like the bad ass of the school that no one mess with well except his friend Santo.

"Class today I will be assigning you guys to partner that you will have to work with for the next few months." Uggghhhh I hate partners!!!!

Blakes Prove