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Maddies POV
"Maddie come down it's time for school!" my mum pretty much yelled up the stairs.
Uggghhhhh fuck school I hate it I only have one friend every one else hates me.
"Coming !!"
"Hey have you had breakfast yet?"damn it I was so close I internally gagged at the thought of me digesting food to wait gain a couple more pound no thank you.
"Yeah I have let's go."i lied
Mum gave me a disbelieving look but didn't say anything.
"Have a good day sweetie love you Dallas is picking you up"
"Love you too, ok bye mum"
I faced the school and groaned 'welcome to hell'i sarcastically murmured.
As I entered the halls girls laughed and chatted away to their friends about how the freak arrived.
No not today.i sighed it's too late Hailey and her clique walked right up to me.
"Hey fat ass enjoy all that KFC for breakfast?"
The all high fives while laughing.
"You know I don't think your aloud to buy the whole store it's ashamed though that was like your life's dream am I right?"hailey smirked as my eyes burned and my fist clenched
"Oh look she's not denying it !"Kaitlin on of hailers minions imputed .
"Why don't you go purge alittle actually do it a lot it might make you feel better .
Well I don't think that's possible I mean look at you.
Your just a fat whore arnt you.i heard that you payed an old man to have sex with you it's true isn't it!?? Ahahaha"hailey said loud and clear so the whole hallway heard laughter surrounded me and she pushed me over and kicked me repeatedly.
I couldn't hold the tears in any longer the burst out with a sob aswell
"Shut the fuck up you loser you deserve this we all want you to die!"she yelled while her and her friends beat me up I could feel blood pouring out my lip And I could feel my eyebrow split from her stupid ring.
With one last kick they all ran off.
"OMFG MADDIE!!!! ARE YOU OK ?" my friends Joey ran up to me helping me up
"Yeah.... I'm ...fine"
"Good"
My friend is such an idiot she never realises I'm never ok she doesn't know I cut or that I purge she just think I get bullied.
I ran to my next class with thoughts about how I deserve this and that I will cut later on tonight.
AFTER SCHOOL
I had my hood up while walking to Dallas's car.
I sat in the seat waiting for her to drive.
"Maddie are you ok what's wrong. hey look at me."
I slowly looked up and she gasped in horror.
"What the fuck happened who did this to you!"she said worried and alittle bit angry.
"It's nothing I just ..I got into a fight ! ok!"I don't know why I lied I just don't want them to know.
"Just a fight , since when do you fight ! what's wrong with you lately?"she was livid.
"OMFG just shut the hell up and drive woman!"i screamed we both sat their shocked at my outburst I just got so angry out of no where.
"Don't you ever speak like that again your 12 maddie not 18!"
"Your so fuckin stupid " I muttered under my breath but I guess she heard because she drive all the way home in silence.
At home
"Get out maddie in the house NOW!" Dallas yelled I scrambled out of the car and Into the house only to smash into someone.
"Holy shit maddie what the hell happened to your face?!!"demi frantically said
Wait demi
"DEMI YOUR HOME!" I screeched jumping on her squeezing the life out of her.
"Haha can't breathe madz !"
"Sorry"
"What happened tell me"she said mice and calm
"Nothing"i mumbled starting to feel depressed
"TELL HER RIGHT FUCKING NOW MADDIE DONT LIE WHERE IS MUM?
MUUUUUMMMMMM!"
"coming!"mum was quick to reply. oh god Im starting to feel sick
"Dallas calm down. maddie what happened" demi asked
"I ...I got into a fight."i said shrugging my shoulders
"You what!"mum yelled
They where all glaring at me my emotion were going crazy but I started to get angry.they don't the truth demi wasn't even here to help me.she doesn't love me
" Ughh stop fucking looking at me and mind your own business you guys don't even really give a shit anyway so piss off " I scream and bolted up the stairs locking my door and the bathroom door after I got their.
I slid down the wall with my razor. my only true friend the only thing that helped me.
'Do it maddie no one cares about you but us just one cut is enough .come on try it,it always works the other times'
Their right with that I started cutting my wrists and hips even some on my thighs. But a really deep one on my super fat flubbed filled stomach .
I felt numb as blood poured out but soon I got up and had a shower
after wards I was looking at my reflection starting to cry cause of my fat I squeezed at My thighs wincing as a cut opened again.
I stared at my face .
'Why can't you be pretty like demi or Dallas 'I said angrily
Before I knew it I had drew my fist back and smashed it into the Mirror it shattered in to pieces as my hand split open bleeding I cried and sobbed I heard bangs on my door.
Demi's POV
What the fuck is up with maddie she got into a fight and she just swore I'm all our faces .
"I wonder what's really going on she wouldn't just fight someone" mum said .
" I know I can't believe she swore again!"dallas said
"What do you mean again?"
I asked baffled.
"I asked her what happened In the car cause she looked all depressed and the her face was all beat up and she freaked out yelling at me"
"She has been acting strange lately "mum imputed
"I'm what way "i frowned
"Well she always is closed off and In a bad mood and she barley eats anymore she always is locked up in her room" mum said.
"Ok now I'm really worried guys !"I said
We were cut off by a loud smash we looked at each other before. Bolting to Maddies room .
We banged on the door but all you could hear were her sobs my heart broke.
My babygirl is going through something and she is hiding it I know she is.
"Open the door maddie!"we yelled
"No!" she screeched just as loud
I ran down the hallway and grabbed the spare key and unlocked it the door flew open and the room was empty but the bathroom light was on .
We ran to it only to stop dead in our tracks .
Maddie my little sister was sat on the floor in the middle of the room crying her eyes out surrounded by blood and shattered mirror shards
She looked up at us with
her brown eyes.
Staring straight at me
"I'm sorry demi ."
That's all she said before she passed out.
I started sobbing picking her up
"Holy fuck she is soo light mum do you even feed her !" I yelled
"She won't eat unless your here I try she. Just says she isn't hungry or that she already ate "
I ignored her and brought my baby girl to the Bed.
she punched that mirror I can tell she did her fist is bleeding .
But the thought in my head is why ?and I hope to god it's not the reason I think.
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