Let Me Teach You - A BTS fanfic

Chapter 26 - Dating For Dummies

I let out a shaky breath as I took another sip of my cup of tea. I stared out of the window of my hotel room, looking out over the Wenceslas square of Prague.

I felt awful.

After the fight two days ago, Namjoon had walked me to my hotel room. He had said I didn't have to tell him anything, but that it would be better to leave Yoongi alone for now. It would be the best for the tour and my own sake to keep the job. He had wished me good night before heading to Yoongi's room to help the other members with calming him down.

I hadn't slept all night, my heart hurting too much to close my eyes and relax. 

I mostly felt guilt, since Yoongi had been right. I had slept with Jungkook and that had broken his heart. I then had been very clumsy in trying to explain it had meant nothing, which still wasn't a valid reason. I should have told him before instead of keeping it a secret.

The past few days had been very awkward, the boys avoiding me the best they could. I understood though, of course they had to pick their best friend's side. However, it had made me feel quite lonely and sad, since I didn't have anyone to lean on. Of course there was Chun-ja, but I noticed she behaved uneasy around me. It was also difficult to have a proper conversation about it since her English wasn't too great.

I did speak to Jake and Jess, my mum, and Emily about it, but that didn't help too much either. I didn't need advice, or someone telling me what to do. I just needed a hug, some physical support.

I spilled some of my tea as I jumped up from a knock on the door, interrupting my thoughts. I wondered who it could be. It couldn't be Chun-ja, since she had the key and just left to spend some time with Jin again. A small part of me hoped it would be Yoongi, giving me a chance to explain after all. It only happened two nights ago but I already missed him a huge amount.

I tried to hide my disappointment as Taehyung smiled at me when I opened the door.

"Ah, hi V. Chun-ja isn't here at the moment, she left for Jin. But I'm sure that if you want the jacket back, then you-"

Taehyung cut me off by clearing his throat. "I'm here for you Liv, as a friend. Namjoon has told us it's best to leave you alone for now, but I've noticed you're having a hard time. Yoongi is one of my closest friends and of course I support him, but same goes for you." 

I tried not to burst out in tears at his sweet gesture as he smiled his rectangular smile.

I gave him a quick hug before stepping aside to let him in. "Tea?" I asked him as he took a seat on my bed. "Yes please." He replied lowly.

I put on the kettle as Taehyung narrowed his eyes at me. "So, talk to me." He said, popping his feet up.

I bit on my lower lip, thinking of where to start. "So, you remember when I first started giving you lessons right? Yoongi was quite introvert and grumpy all the time and Jungkook was being the biggest flirt." He nodded, waiting for me to continue.

"Well, after our first night out there was this sexual tension between Jungkook and me. We kept getting into these heated situations, at which one point we ended up having sex. I am sure Jungkook has told you enough about that." I spoke softly as I handed him a cup of tea.

He nodded once again as he thanked me for the hot beverage. "Yes, he said it was after one of the lessons. Very quick, but fun, apparently."

I snorted. "Very quick indeed. Anyways, it was as if after that all the sexual tension was gone. There was nothing to anticipate anymore. After this, Yoongi kind of opened up to me more each day and I grew very fond of him. For some reason he made me feel at ease. I trusted him."