Summer Love|| e.d

E L E V E N

Today was amazing. We kissed while the sun was setting. I love him so much!

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Yesterday I told Ethan about my anxiety and depression. He took the news better than I expected. I don't know what to do since my depression keeps randomly coming back. "Mom, I need to talk to you" I say not waking up Ethan. "What's on your mind?" she asks. "Um...well...I think my depression is coming back" I tell her. "Did you talk to Ethan about it?" she asks. "Ya I did, but I don't know why it's coming back!" I say. "Have you been thinking about it again?" she asks. "Well...ya!" I say. "Just stop you still have another month!" she says. "Ok well I'm going to let Ethan sleep." I say. "Ok, also remember your a senior when you go back to school!" she says. "I know! I'm excited to graduate and be done with school!" I say. "Any colleges you've been looking at?" she asks. "I don't think I'm going to college. I'm probably going to do some sort of EHOVE schooling." I say. "That's fine with me" she says. Ethan wakes up and hears us talking. I know he's awake so I jump on to the bed saying "Morning Babe!". "Morning and your in a good mood" Ethan says. "I don't know why but I feel like really amazing!" I say laying my head on his chest. "Good" he says kissing my head. Mom walks in and is happy. I can tell she's happy for me. "What are you doing today Ethan?" I ask. "Nothing much why?" he asks. "It's a surprise!" I say excitedly. "I love your surprises!" Ethan tells me. He's messing with my hair now. "I love the purple streak in your hair!" I say. "Thank you" he says. We sit up and he kisses me. I love him so much that I can't stand being away from him. 

"Are you ready for your surprise?" I ask Ethan. "Yes I am" Ethan tells me. "Go get in the car. I'm driving you this time." I say. "Ok I trust you" he says. When he's gone I tell my Mom what we're doing and go to get in the car. "Ready" I say. "Ready" he says. I put down the sunroof and I have my hair in a messy bun. "Tell me more about you Chloe!" Ethan says to me. "Well I was in dance for 15 years. I just quit this year. I was a cheerleader in Ireland. I'm an honor roll student in all honors classes since 6th grade. But now tell me about you Ethan!" I say. "Well I go to an online school. I'm from New Jersey." he says while I stop him. "Tell me something I don't know! Like what your fans don't know!" I say. "Well my father has cancer and that's the only thing my fans don't know" he says. "I guess I'm just mysterious" I say. "You are he says. "Did I tell you I'm actually a model. When I graduate Covergirl wants me to work for them!" I say. "Wow you have a great life" he says. "I do. Now that I have you in my life!" I say. "I have the best life ever now that I have you!" he says. "We're here!" I say. "OH MY GOD IT'S WHERE WE MET!" he says. "Yes it is!" I say. "If we didn't come to this beach we would have never met!" he says. "I also got us a beach house for the day so we can be alone. We even get a private part of the beach!" I say. "Your the best Chloe!" Ethan says. "Grayson even volunteered to take the pictures!" I say. "Doesn't sound like Grayson at all!" he says laughing! I was laughing too! "Also I brought you your swim trunks since I was surprising you!" I say. "Wow your the best Chloe!" he says. "Where's your swim suit though?" he asks. "I'm the one who knew about this so I wore mine under my clothes!" I say. We go to the beach to swim and take pictures.

It was about 9:00 and the sun was setting. We experienced the sunset together and Grayson took a picture of us. Ethan drives us back. On the way I set my lock screen as a picture of Ethan and I. My background is Ethan and I kissing with the sunset in the background. Once we got back to his place Ethan picked me up and carried me in his apartment. "Why are you carrying me?" I asked him. "I want to be a good boyfriend and your light" he says. "Thanks for not calling me fat and for being the best boyfriend ever!" I tell him. "You welcome babe" he says.

Today was amazing since we finally got the best moment ever. We kissed while the sun was setting and even got a picture of it. I love him so much I can't take it!