Forever and Always (Larry)

Chapter One~ The Diary

All the sentences with the quotation marks around them are Louis, since we're reading his thoughts in the diary through this chapter. I hope you like it! :]

*Harry's POV*

It's been 2 years since Louis and I married. But things are far from 'forever and always'. We fight all the time, and we've lost the passion that made us fall for each other. I look around the empty room that used to be ours. Now it's a place filled with memories. So many pictures, so many songs that we wrote together. Louis moved out, and now I live in the room next to this one. Whenever I want to remember what we used to be, I walk in here and look through all of our scrapbooks and pictures. I cry every time I go in here, and ache for him.

I fold up the bed sheets, and notice something hit the floor. I bend over to pick the something up, and tears fill my eyes as I look at the dusty diary of our relationship.

"Two Hearts Become One"~ A diary written by Louis Tomlinson + Harry Styles

Day 1~ August 24, 2013

"Dear diary, wait. No. Too cliché.

Dear flower,

I love you. I know your nickname is Haz, but 'flower' sounds more sweet and romantic. Doesn't it? I thought so. We bought each other this diary so we could share our thoughts with each other no matter what. So, here it goes:

I love you. I know we haven't exactly gotten on those terms yet, but I do. I love you more than anything. Don't believe me? Think about the song I sang to you when we hung out at that party.-"

I smile as I remember the night Louis sang "I'll Be"~ Edwin McCain to me. I could feel the emotion and meaning in his voice, and that's when I fell for him. But then I drag my head back down to Earth, and continue to read the diary.

"Remember that now, flower? I do. And I still mean every word I sang to you." You do? Not now, Louis. You hate me now. Why was I so stupid?

"Do you feel the same way? I hope you do, because one day, you will see this. And if you don't, I will be extremely embarrassed. I have absolutely no idea what to write now, so stay tuned for 'Day 2'! :]"

I'm actually crying now. I remember reading this whole diary with Louis when our love was still strong. I have so many memories that he left me. Did I leave him any? We were so happy together, what happened? I can't bare to think about him anymore, so I shut the diary, and walk out of the room. I sit down in the kitchen, and eat cold pizza. I sit in silence, and doze off to sleep after a few minutes.

*Louis' POV*

I sit in my small apartment, and think of Harry. We used to be so happy, and then as time moved on, we grew apart. No, that's not what happened. He angered me by doing something I never thought he'd do. I push the thought out of my head, and walk to the shower.

As I dry my hair, my phone beeps.

Gemma :]

Hey.. I think it's time you two started talking again, eh?

Louis

Nope, I want him to come to me first. I'm not talking to that douche.

Gemma :]

:P Whatever. Harry loves you, Louis. You love him too. You are both adults, why don't you meet him for tea and talk?

Louis

I just can't. Not now. Maybe some day when I'm in such a bad mood not even Harry can make it worse.

Gemma :]

Hey, watch it. You're my best friend, but he's still my little brother. Text him now, and I guarantee he answers.

Louis

Ugh. No. I'm tired. Night, Gemmz.

Gemma :]

:P Night, Lou. -.- -sighs-

I lock my phone, and go to bed. I'm tired of all this. I just want the one thing I know will boost my mood: sleep.